Ya know, my crush is very hard to decipher sometimes /: ):
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Thread Topic: Ya know, my crush is very hard to decipher sometimes /: ):
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I mean, sometimes it seems like he likes me, and my friends even say that we would make a cute couple and that they think that we most likely will end up being more than friends (aka dating) in the future sometime. But sometimes, like today, I feel sad because it kind of feels like he likes one of my closest friends, and that that's all I am to him- a friend. I mean, seriously. In tech, she sits two seats away from me at the end of the row and he sits next to me on the other side, and he literally leans around me, calls her name, and talks to her. Tell me that if I were you you would not feel atleast a twinge of saddness/ hurt/ whatever you want to call it. I mean, maybe he's like me and just is better at talking to girls he doesn't like than ones he does, but, still. I mean yeah, I guess that's a possibility since when we talk on facebook (he doesn't have a phone so that's the only way I have to talk to him outside of school, and I am ALWAYS the one to start the conversation every time) he's pretty normal and talks to me the same way he talks to her, but it feels like whenever she's around then he's more talkative to her than me. And what REALLY sucks is that yeah, she's one of my best friends so I like having classes with her, but in every single class that I have with him, she is also in. Also, he very smart. I mean, so am I, but he's more smart than me. And so, I always feel dumb atleast once in every conversation we have. Whether it be because he says something that I'm confused about or if I say something stupid or anything like that, it always happens. But then... His reaction to my stupidity is what makes me wonder. Like, take today for example. In tech we were all joking around and saying that our performance index a hundred times zero, or a million times zero, or a trilllion times zero, or a google times zero or stuff like that (long story). I said it was infinity times zero, and then just said in a pretty much flat voice "infinity isn't a number", like it's obvious (which it is). Him and this other kid (wh ironically was my first crush. Go figure) were saying that, and I just kept quiet after that. But I was thinking, it might not be a number, but it does make sense, or atleast I thought it did. But that just made me a bit sad. Yeah, it's nothing and it shouldn't get to my mind and all, but it's an example of how much of an idiot I feel infront of him. Oh well, not like I can change that or anything /:
Oh and by the way, anybody who actually took the time to read through that and listen to me rant about my feelings, I thank you. I mean, I don't really care much if nobody reads it, I was just venting my thoughts, but still, thank you anyone who cared enough to read it /: -
mine too! he said he liked me,but its like..he doesn't act like he does,he's really confusing too.like im alway the one to hug him first or talk to him and stuff.i mean he goes to me first and emails me first though,so yeah but i always end up controlling everything.like he doesn't seem into me at all sometimes.
i can relate to what your saying though,i hope he likes you though! maybe he does,he could just like to take things slowley or is afraid to make the first move.i had to tell the guy i like,that i liked him first,and he kinda rejected me but then came back around a week or two later telling me he felt the same. -
lamblambandsophi Newbiea few people said this one guy i didnt even really know had a crush on me, and at some point, somehow, we actually became friends!! but he is so different from everyone else, weird, i mean, in a good way!!! i like it about him, but it makes it SSSOOOOO hard to know if its true, like you put it, he is rediculous to decipher! we had never even said hi or anything before, i mean, a couple, "sorry!"s and "watch it"s in the halls, it does get pretty crowded, and then all of a sudden people said he liked me, and then now that we are friends, i constantly am in a state of fear and wonder, i mean, im a big dork and am quite prone to making a fool of myself, so did i llive up to his expectations, or what?! this whole dating and relationship and crush buisness is so hard!!
we are both in honour band at school, and now we both play the same instrument, our band just got gold at a festivel, and we spent the entire time together. except for the bus ride, we were on different buses, but other than that, we spent max 25 minutes apart. we sat together when we were listening to other bands, we walked together when we went to the college for snacks and stuff, we walked back, we sat next to each other again, then we were together in the practice room (he kept licking his baritone, that cute freak ) in the rehearsal room, we had to share music, and then when we actually played in front of everyone, him and i and the other baritone were high fiving a lot at the end. im so confused. does he like me or no?
he and i are inseperable one day, and then the next he wont have anything to do with me. one day, he wouldnt talk to me at all, when he did, it was facing away from me, like, total opposite direction, speaking quietly, and very brief. he would not come pin me in wrestling, not even when i had been shrugging off (im the british bull dog champ) three people as he purposely avoided me by going elsewhere as they all asked him to come help them. maybe if he had, i would have been pinned for the first time this year :D but he wouldnt.
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@Sports19: I completely get you :) Even the little things seem big. I really hope you have the best of luck. x
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