AetherEliminaara's Profile

"Wish I could sleep but there's a gaslight Inside my brain, it's burning so bright The memories inside of my mind Make every rewi..."

"I'm trying to calm down because I already have other stressors that have been destroying my mental well-being, but now it's just.... May..."

"Like, this whole issue with food is making it hard for me to eat... I feel guilty if I eat and guilty if I save food because I want some..."

"I think I'm also going to go ahead and get the food that was left that we each were supposed to get some of, as well... They weren't eve..."

"Thank you. 🖤 I'm glad it's going well"

"I feel like a f---ing defect... the runt of the littler... I don't belong... I'm not entitled to the amount of care or gifting that my sibli..."

"My dad wonders why my confidence and self-worth are so low... This is why..."

" Intrusive thoughts... I feel like hurting myself, now... The whispering about me right in front of me after ..."

"This is why I never feel motivated to cook... And it's not like everyone in the house doesn't know how to cook..."

"At the same time, I felt guilty to not share because everyone kept walking by, commenting on and sniffing my food... I was going to save..."

"I did it, however, hard things happened. People fighting over the leftovers because i offered to share... 🙁"

"I have medicine, but I wasn't allowed to eat anything after dinner, so I couldn't take meds on an empty stomach. Sleep is good. Hop..."

"Then I shall make the pancakies."

"Mostly. Had tooth pain all night, and it inserted itself into my dreams. 🤨 How'd you sleep?"

"Should I make myself some pancakes?"