WHY AM I ACTING LIKE THIS?
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Thread Topic: WHY AM I ACTING LIKE THIS?
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Things have been bothering me lately.
Too many confusion and issues.
I use to be ok with things and let it go. I use to be laid-back and happy. But now I'm lost.
I have problems my friend, issues to be exact. (I'm talking weirdly)
The whole day today I've been crying in my bed. Hitting myself in the pillow. Jumping up and down yanking my hair! Looking at the wall with my hands on it staring and waiting to hit my head. Thinking about cutting my arm! I've been having dreams about how I wish things were to be. o.e. In my dreams I'm in my own little fantasy were I'm treated fairly and feeling powerful and happy. I dream about the people who were in my past that I miss deeply. I dream about things in the past that made me laugh and smile.
Growing up made things complicated.
I'M TIRED OF CRYING.
I wasted ALL my tears!
For more go to the thread where I said "Life here is better than real life" -
The thread is called, "I sick of my life!" in this Forum.
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and y would i care
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Don't post if yuu don't care.
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I ish going through same thing D:
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You are going through changes.
You're just... having your moments. If there is anything at all eating you, other than these, get it off your chest, maybe? I don't know what to say exactly: I wish I could make it all better but words aren't working for me because, same here, I'm going through the same thing. I've been trying not to vent, but I'm being eaten alive and I've been finding it hard to laugh and smile :'(
About your dreams:
Delight - To dream that you are experiencing delight, signifies a favorable and positive turn of events and much pleasantness.
Happy - To dream that you are happy, may be a compensatory dream and is often a dream of the contrary. You may be trying to compensate for the sadness or stress in your waking life.
That's what I found so far. I tried to help the best I could, and I hope I did. Sorry again. -
Thanks Kaitie :D don't worry you always have great advice.
Vege and Kaitie, it's good to know that you guys are going through the same thing, I'm not actaully alone.
IDK why I've miserable. I do miss my past a lot :( Before my family got torn apart. Before I found out my cousin isn't doing well. Before people started to change. Before my parents argued constantly about whatever.
I hate change.
I can't keep up with changes any longer. My patience has lowered. I don't wanna grow up, I wanna live my childhood. But I'm growing up too fast! I want things to slow down. ;(
Everybody is spazzing out these days.
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im fuking bored Newbiegrowing up, your having lots of mood swings & your emotions are changing to a new form of attitude within yourself
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But I don't wanna change.
I wanna be back to my old self again. -
old greg
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Lol Hikaru
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hi LIL
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Hey Sarlee :)
sorry this is a late post.
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