Things you wish...
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Thread Topic: Things you wish...
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*When I'm with certain people, I feel like I can't talk because I feel like sometimes I'm not interesting enough, or like I'll cut somebody off from talking so I just have to shut up.
*When I upset somebody, or I think I have, I feel bad about it and will think about what I did for hours, even days, on end until I know it's right again.
*I can't vent in real life because I feel like if I do talk about my problems to other people in real life, I feel like I'm complaining too much.
*I can instantly read people. So if they don't like me, or if there is something wrong, I instantly know and will sometimes even take it to heart.
*I'm a total people-pleaser mainly because I used to get in major trouble if I would do what I WANTED to do. So I get taken advantage a lot, but people question me about how I take orders without question, even they have no idea what it's like to be me.
*I hate to be alone. When by myself for too long, I'm so upset about being alone that I'll try to kill myself, and people don't understand why I hate having time to myself. I just can't.
*I'm all-talk when it comes to fights. I don't have the heart to truly harm anybody.
*I hold grudges like no other with some people, and people don't understand why I do hold grudges and just don't "Forgive and Forget". It's just that whenever I do Forgive&Forget, I end up hurt even worse than before, so it's hard for me to trust somebody again after they hurt me.
*I cannot ask out people even if my life depended on it. I'm overly scared of rejection.
That's me. You guys? -
I wish I could find my true love. =( Nobody likes me.
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