Alter tracker
Thread Topic: Alter tracker
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Name: Willow
Pronouns: they/them
Favorite color: dark fuchsia
I'm somewhat like one of the other alters. My memory is heavily butchered right now. I can't even remember her name. Sorry. I'm like her except a little more collected, not as anxious, but I'm still a little on edge. My mood ebbs and flows. I may be sad, I may be neutral, but I usually feel some sort of restlessness. I can't think right now. This wasn't the best time to introduce. I just thought I would since I'm fronting. -
Name: Rain
Pronouns: She/her
Favorite color: Black and red
Alter type: Host
Favorite song: Uninstallin' Angel
Style: Menhara, lolita, goth, punk
Likes: Gaming, the internet, music, anime, manga, ramen, shopping!!!
After a very traumatic event, Calypso gave up being host, so I'm the new host now. I hold the most memories of the body and am the main personality, if that makes sense. I am a split from Calypso and Ame, so I hold a lot of interests that Calypso had and have Ame's tendencies as well. I believe Calypso is still here somewhere, but I just don't know where. I hope to do the best I can. I feel like being the new host is going to be awkward though. -
System update because I dropped off out of stress and uncertainty. After several months, Ame has been the host. Calypso is no longer here, or is blocked off so we cant access them or communicate with them. It feels like the "original" me died. And so we've been mourning since yesterday. It's hard to accept that I'll never be that one person again, knowing that alters don't just go away. Once they're here, they just stay here.
There are several more alters that havent been logged here. Will try to log them as they front. Also have avoided logging because of certain introject that may seem weird or something. -
Manager—protector/caretaker
My name is Glitter Scarlet, but you can also just call me Scarlet. It's not that I'm an interject. I just find deep comfort in Glitter Force. I wish I were confident and strong like Glitter Ace, and I look like her in our inner world, so that's why "Glitter" is in my name.
I'm 17 years old, and my pronouns are she/her. My favorite song is "Faith" by Jordan Feliz. I don't really know much about my tastes in clothes or my personal likes. My first time coming to front was last night after the stress of failing in school, possibly not having somewhere to stay, and a rough day at work.
I feel shy, weary, distraught, and weighed down by life in general, but I try to mask it as best I can for the sake of functioning. It feels hard to try to do adult tasks in life. I don't feel like i can handle it, but I try. I don't like to argue and I don't like confrontation, so I just remain silent even if it hurts. Even when im alone, I dont talk much. The most I do is internally when I think or write. I have a constant fear of failure so I try to be perfect as possible. That's all I can really say for now.
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