Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
- Locked by Br0wnieBunny on Nov 23, '24 12:03amReason: thread owner request
Thread Topic: Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
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And I want to hate her. I want to have a reason to be upset but she’s done a bunch for me obviously and I feel like a spoiled brat complaining and having a breakdown about that. And it’s not the fact she called me a bad person but the fact I actually feel like I am regardless.
But I’m so much relaxed without her around. Like yesterday she was in the city and it was a good day. I hate that I feel like I actually am a bad person for arguing and being mad at her because she keeps shifting the blame onto me and I’m starting to believe her -
I’m so sorry. I get that. Is it just completely shutting down around her or getting really pissed off whenever she’s around, or does she just trigger you? I totally get feeling any of those things.
You’re not a bad person. You’re literally amazing. It sounds like you just need to talk to someone about how upset you get. -
All of the above, pretty much.
Yeah, but my last therapist appointment was a month ago. I have one this week but my mum keeps forgetting to book. Once I’ve had my appointment this week, I would’ve only been three times this year. And I’m pretty sure the purpose of therapy is to give the person anxiety 🤷 -
Fair enough
Same. That sucks.
It’s not supposed to… but I know how it happens. Could just be a bad therapist or the wrong one for you or something…. -
Yeah, it’s happened before. Sorry, I’m just venting to you at this point.
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That absolutely sucks. It’s all good!
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It does. Thanks.
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Happy to help any way I can :]
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:)
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Well, therapy didn’t help. Just made me feel that my feelings are less valid than I already thought they were, but oh well
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do you need someone to talk to? i'm always here if you need someone to chat with ^^'
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Thanks, but I’m fine. It’s just a lot right now. I appreciate the offer tho
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i feel you, dw :)
i hope you feel better and can work out the things you're thinking abt ^^
and i'll always be here if you need someone to chat with- except for tonight as i have to get off, BUT any other time lmaoo -
Lmao thanks :)
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Today sucks
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