goofy ahh venting
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Thread Topic: goofy ahh venting
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i’m actually so f---ing sick of having this godforsaken organ . i hate it here why can’t i just become a man ??feels like no matter how hard i’m trying i’m always gonna be some girl
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like i would literally kill for this and i don’t think i’m even joking anymore
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not even venting abt this is making me feel any better . What. what am i supposed to do about this?? do i have to wait until i can get hrt or something, transition, and cut off everyone that ever knew me??
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i hate being like this why can’t i be normal or something😭😭 ??
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i love being in the laundry room at 6 in the morning crying about who i am . this is really lovely. vibes are immaculate
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aw most of the posts on the last few pages were a huge identity crisis that’s so nice ♥♥ i’m having another one
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i have to say it is very humbling to be just about ready to kms only for my period to come a day later. like. that figures. maybe next time
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hurts a little too cause it’ll happen again next month 3 endless cycle ig
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…??? i meant to do the broken heart emoticon. why’d it turn into a 3. it was supposed to be < / 3
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this is so embarrassing i’m really gonna do it this time /J /J /IM JOKING I SWEARR
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i can’t believe i was literally about to end it all just 17 days ago jesus christ someone put me on T already pmdd is f---ing me up😭
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3 hours clean ☹
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i really don’t know why i did it. i was having a good day. was it the post on my tl that set me off? was it the sharpness of the pen that drew me in? if i hadn’t been online would i still have done it??
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i just don’t know why i did it with a god damn CALLIGRAPHY PEN? 😭 like really? am i going to think of this every time i use them??
i guess i just saw how sharp it was at the tip and decided to just go for it? just to see how sharp it really was?
i don’t think it was worth it. they’re just kitty scratches, i didn’t draw blood (which i hope will make the scars heal faster). i don’t know why i did it at all. -
i always found solace in the fact that i could never actually end it cause i was always too much of a p---- to do this but now i don’t know what i’ll do!! like i don’t really want to do this it’s just that these thoughts always flare up like a week or two before my period?? i mean last time i came close, finding myself looking on forums for the easiest and painless way to do it, but i didn’t go through with it. it’s just that i feel like it’s only going to get worse with time.
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