mission thread

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    The Geek Expert
    day 25

    6/10?

    today was weird idk
    mm idk i'm upset and bad as i have been
    hmm i'm trying to think how to cheer up like buying things? but its not working
    mm and i think i slept good well better anyway
    but i'm still tired
    hmm idk
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    The Geek Expert
    day 26

    can't really rate it

    idk what i did today
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    The Geek Expert
    day 27

    well i'm not doing very good
    but my head isn't painful dead like it was when i started this thread so maybe it has helped my head
    i guess i'll feel better when i move
    because i spend all day trying to cover up their talking with music
    i'm struggling to sleep though
    because i'm not comfortable and i want to be with him
    idk, i do think i'm better than when i started this thread though
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    The Geek Expert
    day 28

    hmm idk what i did today, i thought i felt better today even though i'm still bad
    feel like calmer like he was trying to make me feel better
    but i still don't feel good
    i'm like really sad
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    The Geek Expert
    also yesterday i was thinking it might not be long because i feel so wack
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    The Geek Expert
    day 29

    well i feel like we did quite a lot today
    idk what though
    it was still quite bad though
    and i felt bad when i woke up again in the morning
    i still think it won't be long again
    and because i felt wack again today
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    The Geek Expert
    day 30

    hmm well idk what i did today or how i am
    i feel more tired than i have for a while
    kind of bad
    i mean, upset about him and i woke up feeling angry again
    idk i think i'm upset
    i think he gets upset when i think about him
    he seems to disappear some time after
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    The Geek Expert
    day 31

    idk i mean idk what i did on this day either
    well i thought about him a lot
    i'm worried he's upset
    well i felt quite upset
    hmm idk i feel upset
    i feel like he's quiet or sad or a little far away
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    The Geek Expert
    day 32

    hmm not very good
    i felt dead and dusty and very dead like a real living undead
    like got mad and getting mad :(
    exhausted
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    The Geek Expert
    day 33

    dk how i was on this day
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    The Geek Expert
    i sound really bad, i mean i sound like i'm not saying much because i feel so bad
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    The Geek Expert
    day 34

    i feel like today would be minus like -10 but 10 too which is weird and makes me think its good

    i felt like i didn't see him all day or couldn't see him because the people were loud and i was playing music to cover them
    i felt quite bad i mean i feel quite bad atm
    even though i'm trying so hard to get better/make it better
    i feel wack again still
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    The Geek Expert
    day 35

    i didn't feel good, idk
    again, i was covering them with music :(
    idk what to say
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    The Geek Expert
    day 36

    today wasn't good
    idk i mean i woke up feeling like i need to leave
    then i felt trapped in
    idk it sounds awful
    i just don't want to hang around waiting for them to get me a house?? i can't deal with it anymore, hearing them in the hall, makes my self esteem low
    i feel like i just can't take it anymore
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    The Geek Expert
    i feel like i felt like it was about to go away and now i'm half stuck in it and i feel confused and depressed??

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