things to get off my chest

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Thread Topic: things to get off my chest

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    ecks dee Newbie
    i love the man we have now hes better than the second dude but sometimes looking at old photos before all this happened makes me wonder how everything couldve been would everything be better or worse if we stayed with my dad
    everyime I see him i always remind him how much i love him i feel like im the only reason he is alive the day it happened im sure he went to a downward spiral and probably still is at least last time i visited him his room was clean so that is a good sign
    i hope he lives long enough that im able to pay him back for everything hes done i know hes done bad things which caused the separation in the first place but hes changed i love my dad hes doing his best to live at this point
    im not even saying how s---ty my life is im saying how s---ty HIS life must be ever since. i love him i love him i cant fail him i cant fail him
    same for mother shes doing everything she can i cant fail both of them i cant be a failure i must repay them for everything theyve done
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    ecks dee Newbie
    i feel better i should stop being such a b----
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    ecks dee Newbie
    new guy is getting tested for covid sunday i f---ing hope he doesnt have it we need him
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    ecks dee Newbie
    are they fighting they cant be fighting i thought i would never have to go through this again
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    ecks dee Newbie
    come f---ing on
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    ecks dee Newbie
    im going to check im not going through this bulls--- again
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    ecks dee Newbie
    she said nothing happened but her eyes look teared up im not sure if i should confront him
    i dont want to cause a scene so ill wait for him to come to me
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    ecks dee Newbie
    i feel much better i was just looking at things the wrong way this is why i hate the second guy so much hes done so much damage to me this new guy is way better i hope it never goes bad with him but now the only problem is i dont know where to release this anger i have for the second guy. i keep telling mother that the only way to is to find him and give him hell but she keeps saying it's not worth it and that maybe i should get therapy to let out all my feelings idk man
    but yeah other than i feel great again
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    ecks dee Newbie
    i don't think i need therapy though
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    ecks dee Newbie
    i remember my freshman year crush i could go on and say what i saw in her but naw u guys probably dont want to hear some sappy s--- uwu but it looked like someone else before me also saw something in her probably the first ever person i struggled moving on from uwu
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    ecks dee Newbie
    im still going to say it i dont think anyone is going to read it anyways but ill say it after i wake up because im tired uwu
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    ecks dee Newbie
    i wonder if i annoy them
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    ecks dee Newbie
    i might as well have this as my thread now
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    dragonsfire Experienced
    Hello
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    ecks dee Newbie
    hi there! i wasnt expecting someone to pop in here

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