I've tried.
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Thread Topic: I've tried.
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TheRanter NewbieSo I'm going to waste my time crying over people I don't even know. ;~; I'm going to be a broken girl with live for people online who know eachother in real life. I'm going to wash away my pain with my own blood. And these two people probably won't care that I'm crying. I used Kitty, I used my first account, it didn't work, so I'm going to do the thing that I do best.
My Rant about Feelings
Feelings are more than just something that you control. It controls you. It tears into you at any random time, making you feel worse or better. It racks your brain trying to make you do something just for it. It's the demon of the demons. It's the angel or the angels. It's like a mini god inside of you. You have to learn to control that little god. Simple as that.
My Rant about Me
I'm nothing more than a normal bitch who causes problems everywhere I go. And I always allow my feelings to flow. Meaning I'm a wimp. I wish I could do jack shit, but I can't. I'm the unwanted hero. I'm the person in need. I'm both. -
TheRanter Newbie*lobe
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That's not true. You know I care about you. I can't tell you what's wrong if I don't even know... Please stop being sad.
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TheRanter Newbie*love
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I care, I just don't know how to respond. I responded to kitty, Jill, and I'm responding now so obviously I care. You're an amazing person and you have a skill most people don't have anymore: being the bigger person. You're not a wimp, you're human, and you're amazing.
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TheRanter NewbieIt doesn't work that way. One I'm dead I'm dead. No bringing me back unless you fix me.
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TheRanter NewbieI'm a wimpy human who can't hide her sadness. ;~; I cry at home, I cry at school, yet I have no one to cry with. I'm that girl at the end of the line. I'm that girl who has talent but no one wants to hear about it. I'm that girl who everyone wants to die.
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What is it you think I can do? I can do nothing. I can sit here and stare at your post, and tell myself I'm a shitty excuse for a person for not knowing how to make you happy again, but beyond that, I'm useless.
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TheRanter Newbie....You can start by being happy. I can't be just yet. Maybe even talk to Rese. You can stare at my post all you want, but it's nothing. This is a website, for God's Sake. You're a person who can do almost anything. Don't say that. You're not useless here. It's the heart that counts.
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You're better than me. You have people who honestly care about you here and you held it in a long time. Plus you have a talent. Fuck them for not noticing. They don't notice your potential, but other people can. Work on it, hold onto it, they don't have to control you.
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Alright then, I'm happy.
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TheRanter NewbieI'm not better than anyone. No one really likes me at all. I'm just someone on a screen. How do you know I have talent? I'm trying to make people see, but they tell me to back the fuck off. I'm trying, Rese, I'm trying.....
Thank you. ;~; Now I have to get out of this state and help you. -
I told you there's no way to help it.. Why can't we just talk like we were before...?
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You can write.
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TheRanter Newbie;~; I don't know....You seem sad. And mad. I liked it this morning when we talked happy in our different accounts...
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