This madness which lives inside.
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Thread Topic: This madness which lives inside.
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It is like a serpent slithering forward, coming to paralyze me with it's venomous bite. I can't resume the simplest movements when I am in such a moment. Once I can move again I'm walking in pit dark, searching for light but end up tripping onto my knees. Everytime I get back up, the serpent coils around my legs and pull me down again. It takes every brick of my foundation to remind me to move on, and that there will be light soon enough.
I go on search, with a heart of hope and openness. I run into walls, and stumble on sudden stairs. There is fear, which acts as the venom again. I am paralyzed to the ground again until I can gain back a tiny bit of movement. I go on again.
There is no one there, except the voices of everyone I know in love in my head. It's taunting, showing me just how alone I am. I see flashes of everything that works against me, and my ideals. It's almost discouraging.
But no matter how long this journey will be, I will continue. Because I have seen the sunlight before, and the future it holds. This serpent, and this madness, cannot stop me from achieve my purpose. Even if I have to fall down a million stairs, I'm getting ever-so-closer to the sun. -
Hm.
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I started reading it, but then I had to get my clothes folded. Still folding my clothes. But I read it now.
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I barely saw this. D8 I am so sorry. Really.
But it's really nice and descriptive, with that sense of hope through all the desperation and the challenges.. -
Awesome. :3
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Thanks, gais.
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Anoything for Mommy Ana. :3
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Welcome, Ana..
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