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Thread Topic: Ugh f---.
It'd take me over 50 years to figure it out!
*50 years later*
(I ish old lady)
me: YESSS I FINALLY FOUND OUT HOW RELATED I AM TO THE OTHERS! I-- *crack* OH MY HIPS! OH THE IRONY! OH f--- IT ALLLLLLLL!!!!!
LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LoL, I'd probably be much worse, or not, I'm not sure.
Or I'd be dead before 50 years came round seeing as I'm so suicidal. -_-
"I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiled the one who could brighten up your day, even if she couldn't brighten her own."
See you and I are alike in a way
we're both suicidal
and we both cheer others up even when we can't cheer ourselves up!
but hey, it's the loneliest feeling in the world to find yourself standing up when everyone else is sitting down. To have everybody look at you and say "what's the matter with her?" I know what it feels like. Walking down an empty street, listening to the sound of your own footsteps. Shutters closed, blinds drawn, doors locked against you. And you aren't sure whether you're walking toward something, or if you're just walking away.
BUT!! You start life with a clean slate. Then you begin to make your mark. You face decisions, make choices. You keep moving forward. But sooner or later there comes a time where you look back over where you have been and wonder who you really are, and that's where you gotta think, all those people who care about you, do you think they all want to see you go? Hell, if I knew you in real life, I'd be crying my face off at your funeral, and killing anyone who was dancing on your grave.
Wow, I guess we are in a way, I never looked at it that way.
Oh, I've felt that so many times! =( Sometimes I even break down crying over nothing and no one can ever understand all the emotional sh1t I go through. It's like I'm just aimlessly going on and on for nothing.
Hmm, I guess you're right, they'd all be sad if I left, they can stand me but I can't stand myself, and I'd cry on your grave too, you're a very valuable friend and I'd trade all the diamonds in the world for you. =)
Well, I gotta go eat lunch now, bye bye Carri! And thank you for your support, you make me feel better. =) *Hugz*
I honestly do not get what is so appealing about diamonds, they're just shiny (OOOH SHINEEEE!) rocks that were carved into an appealing shape; You know, diamonds are made of the exact same carbon compound as graphite--pencil lead, they were just arranged differently.
I was tempted to hide in the bathroom and cry one time but I decided against it and punched the wall; I have a nasty temper from bottling everything up inside! When I'm faced with a situation like that, I have two choices, cry or divert my sorrow to anger. Which one do you think I chose? Anger, even though it secretes cortisol from my brain and will shorten my lifespan.
Alright, don't choke on anything okay? Not a problem, I don't like it if my friends aren't happy, *hugs* G'bye and have a nice rest-of-the-day! xD
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