I know for a fact,
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Thread Topic: I know for a fact,
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Ok, I wish I could have a kid, but boys go evil when they turn 9
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@ Aud maybe i'm not the best person to say this, cause i'm going through some of what you are going, but if i give you my cellphone right now, you'll se in my drafts affirmation, i look strong and tough but inside i can break easily, what i'm trying to say is start affirming yourself, wheneve your feeling down, just get a piece of paper and affirm cause it helps, go to your grandparents sit down and talk to them, i know it's hard to do that i just talked to my friends on my pain how they're are hurting me and they're trying to talk to me, trust me talk To them you'll be surprise, i have no bestfriend that's the price i have to pay for not trusting but you trusted you did what i couldn't do, trust, and pour out to her your feeling, if she's truly your bff dont push her away
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it feel like i connect with little kids more than people my age
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DarknessRising88 Newbie@ Fire Not all.
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But I'm scared. Cause they are already talking about taking me to the doctor, cause I'm in a mood almost constantly. And they tried taking me to the rapist once by it didn't work. And I don't want them to do anything.
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And the worst part, whenever I'm talking wih Dro, I hide all this away. I've told him how messed up I am, and how messed up my life is, but I just really don't know what to say...
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DarknessRising88 NewbieI do the same with Hazel.
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@Aud no matter if you don't want anyone to do anything they're going to, cause as strange it might looks, they actually care, if they're trying they're caring, i understand you're scared but try breaking out of that shell little by little, you cant let fear control your life, try talking to them, first write what you're going through in a journal, and take that journal and read it to them, they care
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Then tell them! Tell them straight. Thats what I do, my parents think I got problems cause I spend most of my day locked in my room staring at the ceiling, they go on about me having problems, they think that I'm insane cause I get mood swings. But tell them what you feel, let it out. If they force you to do something tell them
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Yeah. And she's getting depressed now, cause I told her you only have a week left on GTQ...
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the thing about you and Alex, you're sccared if he's going to leave cause he might think too much trouble or drama or sadness, i know he won't do that, he knows your sensitive and he'll try to protect you
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DarknessRising88 NewbieThere's good news: I'm not leaving. My parents forgot about it.
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But, they know a whole different person than I am. They don't know what I'm really like. I've always been there funny little girl. Truthfully, things have b
Never been the same since my dad died. I've always missed him, cause I hadn't seen him since I was six, and he died when I was ten. Four years without my dad. And my mom has always been too weird to understand cause she's schizophrenic. I just don't know how to explain this to anyone. I know that the only way my grandparents might find out about me, is if they find out I'm on GTQ, or during a yelling match I just go out and say how I am. How much they hurt me everyday. I haven't felt right, and when they treat me like s---, I just explode inside. And then I go in my room, so I don't have to be near them, and I cry my tear ducts out. I cry so much, I feel like I'll never cry again. I'm always too depressed to help myself, and too scared and vulnerable to trust them. There's nothing I can do on my own. -
And no one cares anymore. I knew I would scare them away. I'm way too much work for anyone.
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@ Aud do you know what you just did right now, you said what exactly you want speak out And just say it out to them, Your own heart wants to tell them wants to tell someone but you're too scared to let it, let it go, By keeping it inside you are hurting yourself, you yourself can see that, you'll kill yourself in the inside if you dnot tell them, hun a few days ago i discovered something the quiet ones hold the most secrets the most pain and most of them suffer from keeping it inside, if you think it hurts right now the pain is unbearable, then telling them wont do anything more, it'll be like a heavy thing lifted from your shoulders. I was sick and tired suffering alone keeping pain by myself, i thought by telling people they'll think i was weak, when now i know i'm not, you can do it, Audree trust your heart
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