I don't know if this is you but...
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Thread Topic: I don't know if this is you but...
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Some people like me try to shut off all the negativity, all the hurt, pain, despair that happened to us. We cant stand pain, rejection, hurt and more hurt but still we have the courage to go on another day, our face neutral showing we don't care and maybe a part of us don't care but we still feel. We know Crying to us means we are weak inferior, means that our enemies can break us, that's why we don't cry, that's why we show no emotion, that's we look like stone called killers, that's why we look like loners. Some of us go on trying to cover the pain but we know that we cant succeed it's still there, Some of us try to cover our past and are scared as hell if someone from the past reveals it, we try to bury it, and in reality we just want to let go, we rearrange the past that even to us it almost seems like it happened. We lie to protect ourselves yet we still feel guilt, and the people we know feel exactly like us we try to stick together. Not all of us can say we had pain, we hurt, it's to hard to say, it's better if we stay quiet, hide in the shadows, hide the potential hidden in us, so noone can see noone can make fun of, noone ccan laugh at, but now we grow up knowing that we are always going to be ridiculed by some lowlives, we are going to be mocked yet we still stay quiet. Understand the quiet ones hold the most secrets, oains, our kind some of them lost their voice to speak out, we speak out through things we know we love and will never change. We look tough our hearts protect themselves, they hardern to feelings, and when pain comes sorrow doesnt go to our heart we are too used to it, but some a few know the truth how we can get rid of the pain and start afresh and let go, and that's what i choose, i'll still look like the badass girl maybe less everyday, i choose life not death. Have you ever wondered why you go so well with gtq people? Those people are you, you feel their pain but indifferent ways but it's still pain no matter how it happened you both feel it, that's why we are a family, we know each other sometimes even more than the outside world, when one of us grieves we all do, when we fight our heart breaks, we are seperated. Loners, outsiders, Emos, whatever we are still people, people that feel, hurt, laugh, we are still people
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ME.....that is SO me
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