life freaking sucks
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Thread Topic: life freaking sucks
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fck my damn life. nothing, absolutely NOTHING is going right.. nothing!
but i just hate my life... fcking hate it.. and i mean it.. i cant stop crying i am mad at myself im mad at my mother for freaking snooping in my dam email.. ive NEVER been so mad in my life. to be honest i just wanna drop dead.. my life isnt worth living without her.. :'(
dammit.. ughh i have so much anger i wanna fcking knock down houses and s---..
im so srry for cursing like a mad man.. but i literally am a mad woman..
ughh! dammit dammit!
and i just need to get this anger and sadness out somewhere -
AZY JuniorKiki ):
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azy! :( oh my gosh *hugz*
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AZY Junior*hugs back*:[
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*sigh* do you or did you ever have something you wanted to keep from everybody? because it would get you in allot of trouble and stuff?
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AZY Junioryeah and i still do, what about you?
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okay srry had to switch to my dsi
but anyways... yea i do, well did. thts what im mad at and actually kinda guilty for right now.
i had bunches of emails tht id sent to my ex gf and whom my mum thought was only a girly friend calling from the other side of the state. well, she started snoopin through my emails and found them they were things i felt harsh nd guilty writing let alone having my mum see them...ya no?
and now i cant even get on my email nor call, talk, text whatever to her. shes the only one tht made me happy nd i ruined it all.. :[
srry 4 it bein so much -
AZY Juniorit's fine kiki and don't be sorry
i hate seeing an amazing person like you sad -
oh thanks. *sniffels* but, its not like my life hasnt already been hell.. i mean i no she was my ex nd all but i still hav probs with my current bf nd i cant make things better between us cuz i cant get on my email.. ughh i wish there was no such thing as internet :[
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AZY Junior:( kiki, i hope you feel better and please stay strong, you could fix life but only you know how
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thanks, and ill try seems as if its the only thing i can do right now... and to be honest, i wish there wasnt any life for me specially if its gonna be filled with pain, sadness nd anger. but ur right, only i can fix tht :[
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AZY Junior*Hugs*
if there wasn't life for you i'll had never met you kiki -
*hugz back*
yea this is true, and id never want anything to happen to our friendship. :j
so theres something to live for... -
AZY JuniorI like our friendship kiki :)
yupp you do, make it worth it :) -
yea me to.. nd ill have to :]
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