Mari!
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Thread Topic: Mari!
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I've been trying to send this to you for days but the site keeps rejecting me. ;~; It's kinda long.
Swiftyfan. She doesn't soap much and she probably didn't have any background. :I
Good textual clues, I learned what godplay means. ^-^ But yes, she's very annoying.
With Demi adn Cross I tried to keep in mind they were related to you, I was pretty offended, irritated, and a little rude but I could've been a LOT worse. I didn't want you to have anything against me for upsetting your grandkids. ;~; I think another reason I was so annoyed is this boy in my class, Josh, is really annoying and thinks he's a vampire. I think vampires are interesting, et I don't really believe in them (*Yet [the email starts deleting itself if I try to go back and fix it]). So Josh never stops talking and he's always godplaying because he believes he's a vampire. He's not very fast, he gets sunburns, his hands are warmer than mine! There's a bunch more that aren't at the top of my head.
You're right, she's a seccond account. *Second. She has a picture, but her status says newbie.
Ugh, I should've just stuck with that. I got in a huge fight with a friend today. Or, who I thought was my friend. :( Rant below:
I bought my sister a Vera Bradley white board because she seemed to like it, she never used it and gave it to me. I use it in my locker. Vera Bradley is a very expensive brand and the white board was probably around $25. It wasn't in my locker. I asked my friend, Grace, if I left it in her locker (I had drawn her a ladybug because they scare her, it was a joke) and she said, "Oh, I know where it is. Me and Brian are blackmailing Josh and put it in his locker" I was thinking, 'Okay. I'm not happy, but you probably wouldn't care'. So Josh came in and read the blackmail, it said, "Josh, I have your books. Bring me a cookie in homeroom" so after he read it I took it back and got really upset. I told Grace, "You know, I would've appeciate dif you asked before just taking it out of my locker" and she walked away. The teacher yelled at me and said, "Just tell her not to take things out of your locker" and it's like, 'WTF?! That doesn't help what already happened! >:O' So I put a note in my other friend's locker saying, "People are being mean to me" which was clearly a cry for help. I was on the floor in homeroom almost crying and Grace finally said, "I apologized!" and she didn't (convo is easier to put another way):
Me: No you didn't!
Grace: I apologize for taking your stuff out of your locker without asking.
To me her apologies always sound forced or sarcastic.
Me: Apologizing doesn't-
Teacher: ENOUGH! >:( I HEARD AN APOLOGY NOW GET OVER IT!
I went to the bathroom and started crying. I was crying before I even got there. Brian and Grace aren't exactly geniuses, but they have enough common sense to maybe realize, "Hey, we're taking this without asking. Wouldn't it be a good idea to ask first?" But they didn't and I was just so fed up with other stuff I couldn't help but cry. When I finally left I snapped at Brian, "Between you and Grace don't you think one of you might've thought for a moment about how I would react to you guys stealing my stuff?!" he didn't respond. Then my teacher yelled, "Where were you?!" even though it was homeroom so I still had the freedom to leave class and I was in class before so she knew I was there.
Later during gym Grace apologized again, but it seemed so fake. She said, "I'm soryr for taking stuff out of your locker (*Sorry) but I don't want to fail the science project and I don't want you to be mad at me" -_- Out of everything she only apologizes so she won't fail science. It makes sense, if I were mad at her, I might take the project and she would fail. I'm not giving up this fight. I've always taken one for the team and had to apologize first, with everyone, even when it's so obviously not my fault! I'm sick of it. Then she started making things up, she said I told her she can just take the whiteboard whenever, which I never said. Then she also brought up I hit her. I'll admit I did and I know it's awful to do, but I wasn't thinking and I was mad when I did hit her, but she won't let it go. If she wants to play the "not letting go" card, I will too. When we were in 2nd grade we both got invited to a sleepover party. She made me leave the room then started complaining to everyone else about me, I didn't leave, not completely. I stayed long enough to know what she was talking about and she was talking crap about me. Then I started crying because I was trying to tell her how she always points out what's wrong with me but she never listens to what I have to say even if it's like a major problem she has. She yelled at me for crying.
Grace: Why are you crying?! >:(
Me: Because you're never here anymore, Katie is always with you, you're replacing me and I have no one to go to! *sits on groun* (we were walking the track)
Grace: I'm here right now!
Me: You're only here because your worried about your science grade!
Grace: Why does everyone keep saying I'm never there?! People rely on me because I help fix them, their problems! *Leaves*
What really hurts is two major points. I was crying, litterally crying my eyes out, a huge sign I needed emotional support and she just walked away. She walked away. The second is she said she fixes people. She makes it sound like they're broken and she's their master. She fixes them, plays with them for a while, then tosses them to the side. Guess what, she has the smallest problems and I'm always there for her. Always, even when it's something stupid and I give her good advice. The problem is, she's to concieted to see I can have an answer, not just her. She thinks of me the lowest of anyone she knows and that's including the guy who raped our friend. She talks to him nicely, treats him with respect, I'm an actual friend and I don't get anything!
I went to the bathroom all of lunch and cried. You know what she did? Did she know I was in the bathroom, like I always am during lunch when I'm upset? No. She gossiped and told the science teacher crap about me! He knows her family and favors her so she said s--- about me and got me kicked out of the group and even though this girl who clings onto her every move pretty much demanded she be in her group, she took the project. I wasn't allowed to use the idea even though her new group did a whole different thing. Then the guidance councelor came in the bathroom and kicked me out (well this happened before Grace told me she kicked me out of the group). So I'm alone and I have to make a new project proposal and I'm pretty sure I'm gonna flunk the class now.
So yeah, I should've just stuck to my letters, avoided confrontation, and made nice even though it would mean having her boss me around. Because we hang out with the same people and I know they rely on her because to them she's perfect and does no wrong and she's so nice. xP She's going to tell everyone and they'll never talk to me because I'm not giving up this fight. It's her turn to realize what she's done wrong and I mean more than just the whiteboard.
Oh, I almost forgot, before she walked away we said this:
Grace: Why do people always say I'm never there when I've apologized?! (left out part of it before :/)
Me: Apologizing doesn't fix anything!
Grace: Well this doesn't either! (she was referring to my crying)
I wanted to say, "Like you would know. Everyhting's always cusomized for you because you manipulate and everyone loves you so much and you get away with everything because of your stupid blood pressure! You don't know squat about the real world, the worst priblems you face are guys so just shut the f*** up!" but she wwalked away before I could.
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cuteyjackie NewbieWHOA!DANG!
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Cheshire is here- not Mari right now. Sorry. e.e He's sure she'd love to read it all the way through, but she has to go home now. She probably won't be getting back on tonight, because her brother will probably hog the computer again as soon as they get home. e.e
So sorry. Mari says she'll read it later. Bye~ -
Jackie, go away. -.-"
Okay thanks Cheshire. -
cuteyjackie Newbieim sorry i just said tht cuz u wrote alot
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Teresa!!! ;3;
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