There's no way I can get out of this house.
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Thread Topic: There's no way I can get out of this house.
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Security alarm, all the doors are locked and blocked in some way, the only way we go out and leave is through the garage which is too loud to do. All I wanted last night was to get out and have some fresh air to think, but I couldn't. I know that all these precautions are because we live in a shady neighborhood, but sometimes I wish it wasn't like keeping a caged bird inside.
So, when I get a little down, and need time for myself, most of the time I end up on here, just playing around. It's better than feeding my eating disorder, which I still end up doing. So people cut themselves, but I eat an extra roll or something instead.
In yet, whenever I feel like things are crap, I try to change my attitude. I try to reverse my thinking, and think of how somehow things will get better. I fail a lot, but I know how to pick myself back up and continue living. And that is how I survive. -
I hate pouring my heart out and no one seeing it.
I'm not blaming anyone, just saying. :3
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