The Dusty Halls of a Forgotten Manor
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Thread Topic: The Dusty Halls of a Forgotten Manor
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A few of my Einherjar are massively underlevel because I stopped using them. Pain.
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I have to get that package delivered sometime.
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You can deliver my package, wink wonk
And by package I mean my balls -
I don't like sports, sorry seth
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I set up a dating profile, but I'm only getting likes from guys. This doesn't bode well to me.
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It's so cold, like today's weather is a reflection of my very heart.
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Does that mean I look fem or does that mean that they know I'm trans from my appearance and they just want to know me for that
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I am not.. very trusting of people ig
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The thoughts™ are back. I'm so lonely.
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“When all your hopes and dreams fade away,
You can try to keep the grind although your will to live will decay”
Incredible…How much those words weigh…
You love unreality, just like me
I can tell, the way your fingers move, they show what you can’t evade
Though the words never come out your mouth anyway..
You feel it, without a voice or a face
A connection to other people that you can’t replace
But I am sure that’s not the love we have for the human race
Yet again the day comes to an end, and like clockwork you begin that cycle
Living inside a husk, a void in the dusk
You see your life as dead, then to bed
“Ahh, it’s all pointless” turning your eyes away to run from the past
Though you long ago forgot the wound would always last
Hey, while the world around you remains another reminder of pain,
Will you again watch another day pass by with that look in your eyes
As I’m on the other side?
You’ve got to realize that’s not a life to abide
You’ve probably made your peace with that
The pain of living inside the prison you call life has got to be incredibly bad
What is the truth and what is a lie? Though you try,
You can’t tell the difference, and don’t know why
Then how’s about you live with me inside of a world that maybe then could satisfy?
Could there be any justifiable point to live in a world that only rejects what you see?
They’re fake after all, just say “NO”, don’t turn your gaze away from me
“Ahh, how so lovely” clapping their hands although the pain is aflame
Everything’s a lie, outside, the garbage all the same
Hey, if you’re overwhelmed by the trash they spew every single day,
Then why are you focusing your energy towards that painful memory
Eyes that look at me with demise?
You’ve got to realize that’s not a life to abide
You’ve probably made your peace with that
The outcome’s all endless loneliness in an abyss where you could only hope to reminisce
Within this room where sunlight would never shine through
Those dark days pass one by one, they last
And in that void of a life my own noise echoes out as it begins to break apart
“No! There’s no way! Wait! I can’t comprehend!!”
I shout while I cried, and you said to me:
“I’m at my limit with this dumb chattering doll, I’m so tired of it all” -
Will these wounds ever close, or will my heart hurt forever?
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I want to heal.
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I will always lash out at myself.
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Distraction time. I can't be consumed by my thoughts right now.
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Oh my god, someone has a dog outside a few blocks away. I can hear it crying, it's so cold. Why are people like this? I hate this world. I hate it.
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