yo
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Thread Topic: yo
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oh and I posted that one thing but it took like no time and I should have done it two days ago anyway
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oh lol I forgot about the post limits for newbies 😂
but I'm not logging into my more advanced accounts, you can't make me
I thought about it but the implications are just... not good -
maybe I should make some quizzes... put that on my "things I'd like to do but probably never will unless I get better" list
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I have "Unstoppable" stuck in my head rn which is actually kind of awesome ngl
I'm completely stoppable atm though so idk -
ok what the heck are you doing
stahp
knock it off
grow up -
oh I guess I had a little perspective adjustment today too
a certain someone was being toxic and i started to feel myself getting upset, but instead I remembered to "rise above it" and so I was like "welp it sucks to be them" and then I just moved on, no harm done -
but yikes
and I don't think I'll have much more time tonight
so I wasted yet another day -_-
Monday and Tuesday were good but after that the entire week went downhill
gosh why do I suck so much -
welp
i screwed up again
so what do i do about it
i have a bit more time to fix myself today so i better use it
i guess i should just whittle down my to-do list to the main stuff -
idk i'll have to figure something out
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side note microwave society is my new favorite yt channel, i love those dudes so much
can't wait for their upload tomorrow, it's gonna be epic
speaking of tomorrow i have to finish that video project before the night is out, and i've barely started
idk why everyone bailed on me :/ it makes it way harder to put something good together
maybe I can just download some extra videos from yt to make it look less lame -
welp
guess i'd better go
hopefully i can pull myself into a better mood
i mean if i believe I'm a failure, that's all I'm ever gonna be. I gotta change something if I want to be different. So ig I'll try to do something about it -
*sigh*
gosh I've gotten a lot worse
I was doing so much better, idk what happened
btw if anyone happens to read this I am truly not trying to get attention. I'm not being dramatic. I'm trying to work through this myself and I'm not asking for sympathy from anyone. So please don't think that's what my game is. -
good news is, I finished the video
had to stay up till 3 to do it but hey i probably would have stayed up that late watching a movie anyway
also I texted N and did some work stuff but not much :/ -
but yikes today is packed
or at least it will be if I get my act together
I made as realistic of a schedule as I could, and it's 18 hours of work.
That's basically an all-nighter.
And that's assuming that I work nonstop from now until I'm done, and knowing my work ethic I totally won't
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guess I'll have to multitask
and I seriously need to pull out of this funk, idk how tho
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