I would like to talk, but I generally don't have anything to say, and when I push myself to talk, I get so uncomfortable that I hide away afterwards.
I've been working on it, but I don't feel it's getting any better.
I've decided, since it doesn't seem to harm me in any way, and I'm usually happier when I do it, I'll allow the little kiddie part of me when I'm just playing around because there's no danger in it. It doesn't affect my maturity mentally, although my brothers and everyone else think something's wrong with me. How I be happy ain't your f---ing biz.
Now, when I'm not doing too well, I don't believe I'm trying to come off as that, but I still get a feel like I'm being a little less than my age. I don't want that then, but it happens. I'm not sure what to do about it, then. I think maybe I'm just highly sensitive or something. Idk what causes it.