The answer is no Mark. I will not bail you out if the time comes and you go to jail or get your license revoked or however lawyer s--- works. I wish I was a mature adult but I’m not. I am petty and you deserve your punishment.
Anyway enough about that I am dyeing cat girl’s hair purple tomorrow and Nathaniel’s hair black because their blonde is showing. It will be outside because even though it’s Arctic fox I still don’t want that to harm the baby. But yeah. Pretty cool
I am also sober although my birthday is in 3 weeks I believe and I am a libra so that’s great we’re probably just going to use that money we had planned for a party to buy a new coffee machine because the one we had got lost during our move
And I am a libra wow I brought that up so randomly no really the only reason I brought it up was because cat girl is into astrology and all that zodiac s--- and she was like no you’re not a Virgo you’re a libra you missed it by 5 hours and I was like oh wow nice
Yes but it’s open and we just have a log where we write down the name age gender and date of whoever we meet up in case something pops up we know what happened
Wow typing it out makes me seem like a cuck I’m screaming I really said onision copy paste thanks to watching him as a pre and teen
No but really I’m just scared of commitment and closing it down to just one person forever scares me lmao even if I never use my side of the book and just like being alone relationship wise for 90% of my time.
Holy s--- I’m moderately put together in real life to the point that because of how I show myself and my personality and above average manipulative tactics I am able to have pan indie girls be attracted to me but I’m seriously just a scrambled mess. I really said let me be the poster boy for the skater boy with commitment issues meme
That one guy with the soulless dead zombie grey eyes you simped over and me are actually the same person and that’s why we both don’t like each other because our brains are way too similar. He even talks the way I do like the friendly I am your friend feel safe with me type of way. It’s creepy I’ve never met a guy as unstable yet so stable as me before.
It’s me still feeling guilty for being responsible that Nathaniel used substances in the first place all because I thought it was a good idea to play Cupid and set him up with a friend who later dumped him when the guy she liked in high school asked her to marry him even though we all know he only did it because she was cute but also because he needed out of the barracks
🤡 it made me realize that just because I’m a heartless man doesn’t mean that others just bounce back from breakup like nothing happened. So I just kind of keep to myself even though he sees me the same I’m always on edge because during the hotel moving to here time period I should have done more but was so sleepy and tired from long shifts I never did
But he’s here now so I can start fresh and keep a close eye I would literally die if this man ever dies he has been here for me since even before I became who I am now