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    BloodOnMyHands Advanced
    Going back at that

    Why was middle school me was I a middle schooler

    I don’t know I think I was a freshman like barely a high school freshman

    so I was like 13?

    WHY WAS 13 YEAR OLD ME DATING A 17 YEAR OLD ON HERE?

    And why did none of us say that wasn’t normal? O.o wasn’t that grooming?
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    BloodOnMyHands Advanced
    If the only reason I bring it up is bc i keep hearing Hanson’s podcast on onision and his allegations and tbh yeah it’s weird.
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    BloodOnMyHands Advanced
    Ig not if*

    SO to my lovely Ex who was ok w me ghosting them despite all the plans we had ily
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    BloodOnMyHands Advanced
    It’s ok though bc they already have a new lover

    Wow am I okay? Reading this whole page back it makes me seem like an unstable person

    🤡bc I am which is why I need help bc I had a moderately unhealthy childhood and developed into a disassociative behavior person Who isn’t sure how to function alone bc I think codependency is a personality trait
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    BloodOnMyHands Advanced
    And my coping mechanisms consist of partying and drinking and occasionally doing drugs bc when I’m doing those things I don’t feel alone and sad even though I have more than 50 friends and they all actually care about me and 10 out of those 50 cried when they found out about my unhealthy lifestyle but somehow my brain still makes me think something is missing and that I have no real happiness unless I am in a relationship with someone so when I am in a relationship with someone I spend endless amount of time and money and compliment them constantly but my feelings say eww and cry because the thought of more than emotional relationship is not for me and the people I date don’t like that so I let them cuck me so they are happy but won’t leave me because being alone is scary But I also know that’s not healthy and I’m not actually happy at that moment I am just glad that I’m not alone but that brings us back to the beginning where I am doing parties and have friends

    Do you see this
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    BloodOnMyHands Advanced
    Gtg
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    BloodOnMyHands Advanced
    Wait guys I’m okay I just sometimes think too much that was my 2019 mindset I’m ok though

    Ok bye fr now
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    BloodOnMyHands Advanced
    When I bleached your hair your hair was 24 inches long and now it’s 9 inches from the front and 19 from the back?

    Not properly taking care of bleached hair can cause breakage you have to moisturize it and actually pay attention to it

    Yikes I feel so bad it looks okay because they had layers in their hair but like half of their hair is longer than the other
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    BloodOnMyHands Advanced
    I just feel bad because they had really long hair and now it’s average rip
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    BloodOnMyHands Advanced
    SHE SAID SHE BRUSHED IT WHILE WET

    You do not brush bleached hair when it’s wet you let it air dry or use a hair dryer and then brush it dhheejskdxoxiciockzksksks
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    BloodOnMyHands Advanced
    No wonder half of your strands are short now
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    BloodOnMyHands Advanced
    I was today years old when I found out you got married to them as a military contract?

    So did they actually like you or did you just marry them because you’ve been Misa level dumb for them since you were 13?
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    BloodOnMyHands Advanced
    That’s lowkey racist from your mother in-law but ok
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    BloodOnMyHands Advanced
    I have an interview at Zumiez in 2 hours.
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    BloodOnMyHands Advanced
    It’s finally my time to say goodbye to dollar tree

    ily

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