New Beginnings on an Open Page
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Thread Topic: New Beginnings on an Open Page
My parents complain that I hide myself from them
But they don't exactly invite me in either
Dad gets super upset when I don't share what I'm feeling, but then when I finally open up the teeniest bit, Mom gets horrified that I could ever even think such a horrible thing
So I really can't win
I've only yelled at my mom once in my entire life
And it wasn't even really yelling
But I stood up to her because for some reason I was super angry and ticked
And I remember she was yanking on my hair and screaming at me and dragging me along by the arm
And then she wonders why people are afraid of her
Damn how hard is it to figure out how to use wattpad
Pretty hard apparently
Mom, if you're so goddamn sure that having fifty people over to your house two nights a week is the "Lord's leading" then how about you at least have a good attitude and stop complaining about how stressed you are
You got yourself into this fiasco in the first place, I'm not helping you out
Type A personalities make me nervous
It's surprising how much I remember from being a little kid
I'm almost remembering more the older I get
I remember when I was really little, maybe even four, that for some reason my mom didn't want me to stand between my bed and the wall.
(I had a queen bed at the time and there was a narrow gap of about six inches between it and the wall)
I remember that I dropped a stuffed caterpillar toy (why I remember that specifically I have no idea) down in that area so I went to get it
And somehow my mom walked by my room and the same time or something
And she flipped out and maybe spanked me?
And I just remember kind of cowering and she was yelling at me "CHILDREN, OBEY YOUR PARENTS"
I'm sure there's more details behind that story that I'm missing but it's still weird
I remember having a dream when I was super little that I was running from my mom for whatever reason
And I was running all through the house to get away from her
And I went and hid in a little cubby thing in my closet
I just remember her in the dream yelling "COME BACK HERE!!!"
Why do I remember that? I can't remember what year the Vietnam War was fought but I can remember an obscure dream I had as a little kid
I'm not trying to complain because my life is roses and lollipops compared to the horrible s--- some kids go through
Thankfully Mom has no idea I hate her guts
I guess I've gotten better at masking emotion
Why is the only current thread in the Study the "rate the profile pic of the user above you"? It's such a dumb thread
and I've only posted in it about five hundred times
So apparently my brother is going to ruin his life
Another grand scheme to quit college and join the Air Force
Bet that will work out
He's such a loser
My sister actually might turn out okay though
Everyone's so pissed about this new distracted driving law in Oregon
Just stay off your phone
It won't kill you to not text for half an hour
Y'all are ridiculous
You think it won't happen to you but guess what?
It will with that attitude
Tomorrow is September 20th...
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