I'm gonna get lost
I've got work tomorrow and I didn't sleep last night
so it's about time to get some rest, I suppose
wait, am I telling myself why I'm going to sleep?
holy s--- I wasn't talking to anyone
I typed up this explanation for myself
good work, me
The more I think about this, the more I start to feel like my landlord really f---ed me over giving birth to me. She's forced me into a world that won't allow me to quit. I want to drop off the face of the earth and cease to exist but there are laws preventing me from doing so. I didn't make the choice to live. I don't want to have to work my ass off to stay broke, subject myself to the demands of idiots, be sad and angry all the time, and be forced to live by the laws of man, and suicide hurts. This isn't fair. Because someone else decided to give birth to me, I've been condemned to a life of anxiety and misery. f--- this s---.
she's continued f---ing me over since then, too
I should have gotten 800 dollars from my tax return
but the b---- claimed me as a dependent
despite the fact that I pay rent and haven't been in school for nearly a year
she f---ed me out of 500 dollars
what the actual f---
it would be fine if she planned to take those 500 dollars off of what I owe her but it was her tax return and she'll expect me to pay it to her from my money anyway
literally f--- that woman
I'm sick to death of her
I'm gonna make it rain, so ring the bell
I know it all too well
switchblade on the edge of your wrist
can I get a witness?
cuz agony brings no reward
for one more hit and one last score
don't be a casualty- cut the cord