~Life~
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Thread Topic: ~Life~
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She became my friend in standard 2 (now I'm in standard 8). We were with each other through so many times and we were always each other's backbone. I loved her very much and I cared for her very much (I thought she did too). We were often asked questions like is she your best friend but we said no, frankly speaking we were best friends but we never had that commitment. Then in standard 7 this new girl joined our school, she and my friend became really good friends. In standard 8 I found out that the new girl and my friend are best friends. I literally was so hurt like I've fuking known you for six years and you choose someone whom you knew just one year over me? Then I wrote a letter to her saying that we're drifting apart but she ignored that point in the letter. Then she fakely apologized to me but a few days later she again shouted at me then somehow declared that she's broken the friendship between us without me even knowing about it. That new girl very well knew that I won't let her live in peace until she gives my friend back to me so she somehow convinced my friend to again apologize to me and then she did and I forgave... Then again it was a fake apology so I hate her now for everything she's done but yeah it does hurt to know that I lost my oldest friend.
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A poem I wrote.. For her..
It's funny how..
It's funny how the six years we spent together
Are now blown with a wind just like a feather
It's funny that I cried for someone like you
But wait I had no clue
That you would change your hue
Now I know something I never knew
It's funny how I gave value to someone who wouldn't even care if I died
Now it feels like in my heart all the planets of the universe are going to collide
It's funny how you left me for some of those b----es
And deep inside I know that I'm badly gonna need stitches
It's funny how I made a poem and a card for you on your birthday
Who knew that our friendship would someday like this sting away
It's funny how I always thought of making you happy
And all you ever thought was getting rid off me cause you must've thought that I was crappy
It's funny how you now try to mock my voice and laugh at it with you new friends
Not realising that there is someone being devastatingly hurt in the other end
Tis my voice, I can't help it I'm born with it
It is not something to show off your mocking wit
It's funny how you forgot all the time we spent together for six years
By just the influence of some f---ing queers
It's funny how I tried to make our friendship work from time to time
Vague of the fact that you tried hard on not being a friend of mine
It's funny how I waited everyday for talking to you for even 40 seconds
Not knowing that you were interested in your douchebag deckhands
It's funny how you tried to hurt me with every word you spoke
And I thought that you were my friend and I would never provoke
It's funny how I for you shed so many tears
Always trying to cover my worst fears
It's funny how I cried so much
And told myself to hush
It's funny how I thought you were my oldest friend
And I used to wait that you'd ever commend
It's funny how I laughed so crudely with you
And now I naturally curse you
And it's funny how now I don't even know what I did
That we had to beak our friendship in the very mid
It's funny how I don't even wanna see your freakish face
And how you tried to play all my ace
You know what you will God damn pay
Yeah that's what I f---ing say
For every tear
That made my death near
Every tear counts
Just wait and see to what it amounts. -
We don't see what's true, we understand it..
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ok. ya that's what I thought but then I thought maybe I just read it like that because I'm a girl, so... that makes sense though. boys aren't usually as dramatic and mean as girls. not that you are being dramatic percie, just... yeah.
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Brother, what do you mean by that? O.o
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You'll understand when you'll understand the meaning of life
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Oh okay,
I actually accept the fact that I sometimes over react at things but I think my reaction In this situation was appropriate. -
It takes years to build, seconds to break and infinite to re-build. But this infinite is not impossible..
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Oh my god, that's so beautiful.. I actually feel like crying ..
I think I will talk to her tomorrow and I will mention this to her, if you guys were at my place what would you do? -
Did everyone just disappear?
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We're humans, like you, we'll be doing the same...
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I'm sorry, my internet is disturbing..
(Am I being too poetic?) -
I think I will talk to her tomorrow and tell her everything going in my mind, wish me luck guys..
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No you aren't Bhai.. Can I hug you?
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Crystal, one last line:
Forgive her, again because,
Forgiving won't erases the past, but it surely broadens the future
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