~Crystal's feeling thread~
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Thread Topic: ~Crystal's feeling thread~
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I miss James.
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Gonna go.
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My heart will go on it is.
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I'll have to download the Acapella version of it, then I'll get an A.
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*A cappella
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I'm hardcore missing James.
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Will be eating fish curry today.
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Cool
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Yeah.
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Things I don't like about my behaviour-
I think I'm very over possessive.
The problem is that if I consider anyone as my friend or anything thing else, then I can't see that person with someone else even for one second and even if they are then I want to be their most supreme friend at any cost. I want them to be with me all the time. I don't know if it's good or bad but it triggers a feeling of hatred inside me and I draw myself back from that person, because the more I am attached the more I will be likely to get hurt. -
This is what happened between me and s.
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And this is one of the reasons why I lose my friends.
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Secondly when people take me for granted.
The point is that if I'm a special person for someone then I want to be labeled or recognised as that. For example, if I have a boyfriend then I'm proud of him and I have no shame in telling anyone that he is my boyfriend or I don't have a feeling that people will judge me if I say that James is my boyfriend. He is my boyfriend so he is my boyfriend, I don't hide the fact that he is my boyfriend. (This wasn't directed to James, it was just an example for something related irl.) -
One of the reasons why I contour myself from some people.
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Oh god, mom and dad gave me a massive scolding. I almost cried.
I won't be able to be on much.
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