ERIDAN SADNESS
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Thread Topic: ERIDAN SADNESS
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Dont imagine Eridan being a drama queen and deciding that hes not going to chat with anyone online unless they contact him first from now. Dont think about him waiting for weeks, and the only contact he gets is Feferi telling him about what her mom needs/wants to eat, and sometimes talking about little things for a bit. Dont imagine him crying over his keyboard as he waits online for someone to try to talk to him.
Dont imagine two months passing of nothing but short small talk/instructions from Feferi and one time Karkat clicked on his name by mistake and told him so before leaving. Dont imagine at the end of this two months, Eridan being about to break down when he gets a message from Feferi, who means so well when she tells him that she thinks their moirailship has improved, that she feels so much less burdened by him now youve gotten over those silly issues you used to have. or now that hes learned to be less clingy
Dont think about him typing out agreements about how much better things are this way, through his tears and self hatred. Dont imagine him sitting there, skin and bones because he never remembers to feed himself, crying his eyes out because he cant take being alone anymore, but now he knows how she feels about him being an issue and he doesnt want to stress her,
Dont imagine him trying to click on Karkats name through the tears because hes the only one he feels like he can turn to, and sending a mic chat request. Dont imagine him clicking on Solluxs name instead, and Sollux accepting, because he hasnt heard from Eridan in quite a while, and he was missing their fights. Dont imagine Eridan pouring his heart out to Sollux, thinking its Karkat, talking about how he cant take being alone like this anymore, and how nobody has talked to him for two months and how Feferi thought all those issues he struggles with so much were silly.
Dont imagine Sollux sitting there horrified, not knowing what to do, since he has no social skills.
Dont imagine Eridan ending with, Kar, I need help, I cant be alone like this anymore. Please.
Dont imagine Sollux staying quiet, since he doesnt want Eridan to know he just heard everything, that and that he doesnt know what to say.
Dont imagine Eridan assuming Karkat staying silent means that he was annoyed by him, or that he agrees with Feferi and feels Eridan is a burden.
Dont imagine Eridan ending the call with Im sorry.
You really shouldnt imagine any of that, it sounds quite sad. -
sighs
this is all I can feel anything about anymore and no one understands -
screams
my feels
why -
it would happen too
I can see this s--- happening and I'm crying -
silently huggles Maru
shhh -
cries softly all over Darkness
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paps
It's okie
I'm sure something nice happens after :c -
Are you sure? Because I just imagine him killing himself and Vriska being a b---- about it and Feferi wanting really badly to feel sad but not actually feeling anything about it and Sollux feeling horribly guilty and losing sleep about it and blaming himself for not having said anything and everyone else thinking, "oh that's a shame I guess he's not around in case I ever did decide I wanted to talk to him"
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oh dear lord
..now I can see that
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