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So I have been obsessing like crazy.... this is all such a jumbled mess... I hate it when parents don't have the same last name as their children.. *sigh* I guess I should retreat for the night seeing that I can't really do anything unless she accepts my request and I can message her.
Oh yeah, so I have her pinpointed socially, I just need to figure out some physical things...
Thriving ivory is surprisingly good... I didn't know I liked that band...
This all basically directs towards you, Alex. But since you dot want to talk to me I amjust telling you passively. -
Uggh.... I just want to throw something....
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There, I sent her a message. If I did things the right way, I should get a response very soon....
Now it is one in the morning, I should probably try to sleep, I probably won't, but umm, hey, I guess it is the thought that counts. Heh, that was lame and made no sense... Anyways, goodnight people -
*sighs* I am always understanding more and more.
*sobs* I just want to sleep and never wake up...
What the hell happened me?
I don't care how awful this sounds, but I wish I never found this site.... I wish I was still that little crazy awkward girl who struggled with real life problems and never broke a smile... I wish I was Savanah again...
I wish... I just wish I got a second chance at life...
I wish memories I had were mine, the memories I have belong to the girl who used to live here...
I wish I was just an alien in the host... I wish I could just be coaxed out of this perfect person and let them live of the rest of their life..
I wish I would stop crying...
I wish I could fix everyone...
I wish, I wish I never knew that any of you existed... but I don't wish this for myself, I wish this for Savannah, no, I am content knowing you guys.
I wish that some things were real.
I wish I had real emotions and a real life.
I wish someone would be courteous enough to end this... I don't care how, just end this...
I hate this all, I hate all of you. Just tell out! Get out.... get out... take your pain with you.... just go...
For heavens sake! For once in my life can someone try to fix me ! I have been trying to fix the world for years but never have I ever needed someone to fix me as much as I do now... but I told you to get out, so you can't fix me, none of you can.
Someone, someone please take this away, I can't stand to look at my broken reflection anymore.... I miss the past so much... -
THATS NOT FLIPPING FAIR,!! I worked hard to stabilize myself! You don't get to just come in and wreck that and then just leave all happy! You f---ing hypocrite! Get out! Just go! You broke my soul and now all my hope is just leaking out through the window. I won't tolerate this... this isn't just, this is just screwed up... you think your like is hell, well think again! You got people supporting you and helping you the whole way through, you got a girl who you loved and you got your life back, and yet you still whine! Look! I gave up EVERYTHING to try to help and stay here with you! I wrecked my very purpose for existing just to hope that you would care. Well guess what?! I don't care... I don't care... just go... or tell me where I am wrong, or something, just stop this all!
Actually, get,out, I will find something else to take my pain. -
I found the first quiz I made here. I found the source of all this bs.
I need to burn it. -
DAMM IT! I know you are there, get over here! I need to talk to you.
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What?!
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*sigh* I want talking to you... but okay, you are here, hello...
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What was going on, u were like um shouting at yourself?
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*chuckles* no, I wasn't talking to myself, I was talking to someone.
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But what was going on
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I am not entirely sure, I think this might be something, but I am not sure.
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What?
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THAT IS RIDICULOUS! You have no flipping reason to leave you idiot! YOU are the the one who is thriving! THE PAIN I ST YOUR FAULT ANDROID THIS SITE DOESN'T ATTRACT IT! The problem with all this is simply that you won't let go of something and I am a total douche who shouldn't even exist. No existence on a lame quiz site has any interference with that.
You dumb idiot! *flails arms* whatever though, I don't care if you just leave, it couldn't effect me even if I wanted it to.
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