Jozy, Alex, and whoever else wants to hear my dull witted
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Thread Topic: Jozy, Alex, and whoever else wants to hear my dull witted
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I am going to say this as bluntly and sincerely as I can.
We have got to stop telling each other that we are not one way that we actually are in hopes of sparing people's feelings and in fear of making the situation worse. I have been sitting here for weeks listening to the world spew bs about life and hearing the world whisper in a monotone voice that it isn't out fault but it is, and we seriously need to stop denying it.
I am going to say this bluntly, but in love. I really honestly hope yal' receive this because if you don't my world will just blow up the mountain they were destined to destroy.
Jozy, you do have a screwed up life, you have walked through hell and you do have problems, and I am not even going to make the lame ass excuse that we all do okay? You have a crappy life and you can fix it, but it isn't going to help anything when you are feeding off the poison that all those stoners keep searing at you.
Alex, you do make mistakes, and frankly half of the things you have said over the last few days are dead on. People keep telling you that you are not but that is because they are just afraid of screwing up the situation and driving you in deeper. But guess what? Depression is for quiters and you are a fighter okay? So you are going to stop moping around and get your head out of your butt and fix things. You have potential farther than Einstein himself, but do you know what made Einstein so smart? It wasn't his brain, or his passion for learning, it was the fact that he wasn't going to let something just sit or faster until it was too big to ignore. He got in there and took initiative too learn and solve problems. Now, whether or not this as squat to do with your issues right now is besides the point because frankly, you haven't really told me what exact things are bothering you, all I have heard is Ali, (which sort of speaks for itself) and I am such worthless scum. I don't care if I am contradiction myself when I say this but you accuracy aren't, you have issues, and they aren't the same as anyone else's, yours are unique, but just because you share the same subcategory of problems that the world deals with doesn't make you worthless. Everyone is worth an infinitum and everyone has so much freaking potential that there is really no comparison or competition. This includes you, and as long as you are on this earth you are going to share our burden alike.
so now I am going to speak for myself and I don't want you to justify or rebut anything I say. I have problems, I am actually everything I have ever said u am and if I said I wasn't then I would be lying. But thus is where I state that everyone is and that I am not going to take my own abuse when the thoughts in the back of my mind sneak up and tell me I am worthless. In the eyes of the world I am worth less than most, but if I am going to say that you all are worth an infinitum than I guess I have to fall under that category too. So right now I am going to stand up and try until my heart gives out. I am going to fix everything and stop moping because everyone hates me and I can't do anything right. I am going to make myself someone who you all can admire again and strive to overcome all the tiny obstacles that intercept my path.
I advise you two to do the same.
Alright, so that is my ridiculous lecture.... -
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Well this all came out really raw and pointless.
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I a, bu,ping this be use I think some points on it need to be made, also because I don't know how to help right now....
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