You know.
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Thread Topic: You know.
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I make a lot of mistakes on here. Most of them are easy to blow off. Posting a thread in the wrong forum, messing up my grammar.
But those are just minor compared to the amount that I've wronged people. I've been a bigoted a--hole sometimes. I've sucked ass. And, honestly, I'm sorry. To all of you.
But, most of all, there are four of you I'm sincerely sorry to.
First off, Darkness. I've been horrible to you. And though I'm seeing it now, and I'm working on it before I even attempt being serious with you again, I'm still so sorry for it. I know you don't see it, but I do. I took advantage of the fact that you never argued with me. I'd get mad, and I'd take it out on you. And, I'm sorry. I'm trying to work on it. You deserve so much better, though. So, so, so much better. And maybe I can be that. A month from now. A year from now. Four years from now. Six years from now. Until I get this all figured out, though, I just want you to be happy.
TCS. I know you don't care for me. I see that now. And though I'm sure you're not going to forgive me, I'm still going to say it. I'm sorry. All you tried to do was protect Dark, and I was too blind to see that I was the problem. I'm still the problem. Maybe I'll always be the problem for her, but, don't worry, I'm trying to fix it. If I can't, we'll just stay friends.
At one point, you tried to understand me and we got along for a bit. I should have tried harder to keep that. Now, though, we have this petty thing between us. And that's okay. You're not going to get along with everyone. I'm not going to be one of those people who tells you you have no reason to hate me. You do, I understand. But understand that I don't hate you and very much appreciate you keeping an eye on Dark, before and after I showed up. Just, thank you for everything.
Rose, I've said some things I can't take back. I tend to do that a lot. I f--- up a lot. I get jealous, and let it grow, and grow, and grow and pretend I don't care, until it overflows.
I'm sorry. I love you. And it's okay if you don't care. I understand that. But I do. You're beautiful, and I love you, and I care about you so, so, so much. You've done things that have upset me- There's no one who hasn't- And I've overacted. And I wish there was a way to fix it, but all I can do it hope that, over time, I figure out a way to do that.
BB. I was an utter ass to you while Dark and I were dating. There's nothing more for me to say than sorry, and it wasn't right, and if you ever meet me, slap the s--- out of me, please. Please, please, please.
I dunno. I'm really sick right now, and my head is spinning, and my eyes are doing this thing, but I needed to say that to you all. -
I appreciate the apology.
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