Wants to be alone
- Locked due to inactivity on Aug 4, '16 4:32pm
Thread Topic: Wants to be alone
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No, no, no. Not while Mama's around.
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I'm ready to flip the bird at the world
f--- you a--holes. -
:|
sigh is depressed once again.My anxiety keeps taking over and bring bipolar is haaarrrrddddd but nobody shall understand -
I need to cuddle now
can't cuddle cause I forgot myenvydolls -
Mama's gonna be honest;
I know you don't see eye-to-eye with Brownie, but she was just giving her critique on Anime's art to help her improve, like she wants us to. No need to get defensive over a critique now. She had no intention of being rude about it.
As for the pepper, I don't who it is, and I don't care who it is, but they need to calm themselves before jumping on the defensive and telling people to 'shut up'.
That's all Mama's got for now, baby. -
sigh now more people hate me
People who hate/possibly hate me:
Br0wniebunny
Rveles
Drpepper
Whiplash
Jinx Blackclaw
AND PRETTY MUCH EVERY OTHER USER
forever alone -
Freaking late post :x
well nobody gives a s--- about me
but yet they get mad and start treating me like crap
Yeah so I pretty much have given up on everything -
yup
lil ol' b----y me has given up on everything
doesn't want to be here anymore -
Wow.How kind of you f---tards to talk about me.Bleach might help me.
Simply mopes around knowing nobody gives a f--- -
Baby, please. You shouldn't care if people don't like you; Such is life. We (Dark, Swiggity Swag, and myself) are here to listen to your problems and do our best to understand. You're a young lady, correct? I know quite a bit of what it feels like to grow up and go through change and just be angry at everything. I even have a few youngins in high school to mentor and make sure they'll be all right when I'm gone.
So please, tell Mama everything that's on your mind. -
I just wanna curl up into a ball and die
I have too many problems.Might take a few minutes to write them all.Or just write how I feel today.
Doesn't understand what I just wrote -
I've got 6 hours, darlin.
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Well,give me a few minutes.
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Okie doke. I'm going to take care of something in the stage right quick while you write.
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Problems:
-I don't have any friends
-I feel like I'm not good enough
-I have a bad eating habit
-I started hoarding because of my anxiety
-I'm overweight and get called out on it
-I'm abused at home
-I tend to starve myself
-I tend to call people out on their mistakes
-I'm a snitch and everyone knows it
-I'm a liar
-I don't get any respect
-I'm having trouble controlling my tempers
-I've recently been failing gym
-My asthma is getting worst
Basically,I don't have any friends.I then resorted to imaginary friends,to keep me company.I'm always made fun of,and I can't do anything right.I'm always uninspired,and I tend to procrastinate.I've developed a bad eating habit since I was merely the age of 5,and it has affected me deeply.Ever since my depression worsened,I became more attached to inanimate objects.I started to hoard,which made me feel better.I'm overweight.Everyone points at me,and refers to me as 'Hippo'.I'm even called a 'Fat Elephant'.My family doesn't care much about me,which affects me.They tend to hit me,and even cut me.Since I feel like I'm fat,I tend to starve myself,hoping to lose weight.It never worked.In school,I always call out on other's mistakes,causing some students to get annoyed by me.They say I'm the teacher's pet,and they even destroy my stuff,out of hatred.Sometimes I'd blackmail others to get what I want.If I don't,then i would snitch instantly on them,causing them to hold a grudge against me.Whenever I don't want to tell what really occurred,I'd lie.There was this boy who I said had 'cut' my hair,and he got suspended.Nobody liked me because of that.A lot of people who pass me would try to spit on me.They even cuss me out on the street.I can't even give my opinion without being hit or cussed at.Due to my bipolar disorder,I sometimes have tempers.My sister gets upset when I have a temper,so she would hit me and tell me I'm fat,and stupid.In gym,I've been failing.I always sat out,because my legs don't work right.I can't walk/run for long distances.I have asthma,and this is another reason why I'm failing gym.I've been unable to walk/run because I'd get tired out real quick.
I NEVER WROTE THIS MUCH BEFORE
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