My anxiety is reeeeaaaaallly bad rn don't even start s---
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Thread Topic: My anxiety is reeeeaaaaallly bad rn don't even start s---
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I cleaned out like 1/4 of my closet. Mostly just clothes but what's taking up the rest of it is NOTEBOOKS. I have so many papers to go through. I'm glad I found old writing but I'm really stressed out now. I want to simplify my life as much as possible and all of the journals and s--- I have are weighing me down and stressing me out. I need to work on that this week. It's also really hot in my room. Oh, and I said f--- you to my essay. f--- that s---. I need to vacuum tomorrow. My room is so f---ing messy and it's all because of all the f---ing notebooks. My bed is also placed oddly, which is messing up the positive energy in my room. I need to move it tomorrow. I also need to type up most of the s--- in my notebooks. Going paperless decreases stress a lot. It's a lot more organized too. This is just all over the place, I know... My mind is all over the place right now. I'm debating whether my dresser should be removed as well. I can just keep my clothes in my closet. No need for the extra clutter. I also need to get rid of the books I've already read. I don't need a bookself. I don't need to hold on to books I've already read. I need to sell my guitar. I forgot how to play. I don't care to relearn. Two of my walls are green. I want them all white. It's too dark in here. It's too negative. My eye is twitching. Oh yeah, I need new glasses. I also might take my collage down. Do something else with it. Idk. I need more ideas. The angle my hairbrush is at rn is giving me anxiety I can't even look at it. Oh s---, my water bottles as well. Need to do something with those but I need to clean off my dresser first. This means I have to try on clothes ughhhhh... Okay. But I'm going to vacuum first tomorrow. I want to punch someone but gently because I'm in a positive, simple mood but also I want to take my anxiety out on someone.
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AND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE FACT THAT I HAVE 19 TABS OPEN RN
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