One am poems
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January 6 2011
It's been exactly a month and I still can't get over the fact that you took your life away. It's only been a month and It feel like every single cell is on fire and I can't seem to find a way to set them out.
March 21 2011
Friday was your birthday.. And all I did was sit in my room drinking vodka. It's the only time that I see you, feel you, touch you and talk to you.
May 15 2011
We're almost out of school and I'm looking forward to it. Everybody is always asking how I'm holding up since the day you left and I just want to scream at them that I'm falling apart with every second that passes by yet I always manage to smile and say fine.
July 24 2011
There's less then a month left of summer break and I can't do anything besides crying. It hurts so much.. Please come back.
August 18 2011
We start school tomorrow. What am I supposed to do when I was always with you? What am I supposed to do when I can't even think straight yet that's good enough to go to school bc I don't look sick?
September 28 2011
I remember when you would hold me all night long because nightmares used to invade my once pleasant dreams. I would wake up screaming almost dying and all you would do was pull me closer and sing into my ear. You would tell me that it would be okay. Please tell me it'll be okay.
October 16 2011
Last year you said that next Halloween all we would do was rent movies and get junk food. God, I can't even do anything. Are you even listening?
November 15 2011
I'm dreading next month so much. I miss you. It feels like I can't breathe like I'm drowning like I'm f---ing drowning. Why can't I breathe?
December 19 2011
God, these past few days all I've been doing is sitting at your grave talking to you. My mom has dragged me out every single night. I can't go on with the fact that you're gone. It's been a year. A miserable year.
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January 18 2012
I Remember how every day at 11:11 we would yell out "I love you" no matter where we were. I'm at the police station, I guess yelling that in the gas station can get you into some trouble.
February 22 2012
It's been a year and two months and 16 days and 23 hours. I should really sleep, I have a test tomorrow but all that's running through my head is all the times you'd whisper I love you.
April 11 2012
why can't they leave me alone? Why do they always have to bring you up, it hurts so much. Why can't they go away. Why can't I go away? I wanna go away.
May 26 2012
I finally graduated. I finally did it, are you proud? I hope you are, lately I don't know what's going on. I managed to graduate. We promised eachother we'd go to the little diner after it. I went there- yet it wasn't what I expected. And I mean I never expected this to happen..
June 17 2012
I've been laying in bed for the past few weeks wearing your hoodies that still faintly smell like you. I don't get it.. Just a night before you were screaming with joy- screaming that you loved me. What went wrong?
August 12 2012
It would be four years yesterday night that we had our first kiss. I remember how you pulled out a mistletoe and all I did was ask you why you had it with a fit of giggles. All you said was because you had never had a mistletoe kiss.
October 29 2012
I've been at your grave for hours reading to you. I remember how you'd always complain and beg for me to read you goodnight stories- well you don't have to anymore.
November 25 2012
I can't breathe, please help me. I can't I'm not drowning anymore but sinking and oh god they don't understand how much it f---ing hurts. It hurts so bad. I don't understand anything I just wanna be held by you again. I just wanna be okay.
December 8 2012
It's been two years. It's all blurry, I keep asking myself why it happened. Why you had to do that. Your mom called me today- she wants to give me somethings of you. I'm going insane. What did you do..
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