Yes, I might have overreacted a bit.
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Thread Topic: Yes, I might have overreacted a bit.
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But I know that you've always cared more about everyone else, Rosio. I'm not one of your extremely close friends. And I'm always thinking about how one day you'll stop speaking to me at all because you'll have moved on for some reason, whether it's because you're fed up with me or if it's because you've found better friends or some other reason.
I know that everyone has things going on in their lives, and I know that depression is spreading like a wildfire. But it makes me so f---ing jealous to know that I can't make you happy. That you don't need to RP with me to relax anymore. That I can't hold a conversation with you because everyone else just kind of takes over.
Overthinking has also lead to me to think that if I leave you won't care.
Probably because you won't.
I dunno anymore.
So sorry if I'm adding to your stress. Perhaps I really should leave so I don't cause this friction between you and I, yes? -
Okay, I said that wrong. I apologize. But won't you at least attempt to talk to me? Or am I that bad a person?
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You actually are one of my closest friends. I don't think that's ever going to happen.
There really isn't no reason for you to feel that way because it's not just you. I am hard to please, so it's me not you or anyone else. I simply can't relax. The only things that can is books and writing and I do wish it was people as well. Yes I agree that everyone kind of gets in the way.
You need to be the one relaxing. Yes I will care. I'm only on here for four people and you are one of them.
Don't leave. I've been a bit harsh, mean and hostile towards many people and you all really don't deserve it. -
Are you sure? To me, it's not being obvious.. :/
I'm not sure.. I want you to relax, though. And other people manage to make you somewhat happy, or at least, they used to. Not saying I have anything against those people, but.. They always make me back away because.. I dunno. Sudden intimidation.
I can't. Are you so sure about that?
Maybe we do. -
I'm not really a people person. It's hard expressing it. It's hard keeping a friendship lit.
I will. And I am thankful for that. But you do make me happy most of the times you come to me when I am depressed. Please don't back away. I always lighten up when you come on.
You can't or you aren't trying? Yes.
Maybe we do what? -
You used to seem like you were. How hard? I guess.
Are you sure I really make you happy? I try hard not to. And if you say so.
...Both. Well then.
Maybe we deserve it. -
That was my trying. I'm worse irl. Very hard..
Yes.. I promise.
I am sorry. I know it's hard. Well make that three..
You people really don't.
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