My OFFICIAL thread
Thread Topic: My OFFICIAL thread
This is your great escape
To the void we radiate,
Raging like a hurricane
Oh if I could, I'd take you everywhere
Without you life cannot compare.
Oh if I could, I'd shoulder all the pain,
This life you led will not be in vain.
Oh if I could I'd gladly sacrifice myself for you and trade you my life.
Oh if I could I'd do it all again, even though I know how it ends
Oh, if I could, if I could...
Take, my, pain
Black fire from the sun, a burst of flames as the phoenix dies
Life has only just begun, from the ashes you will rise
It's weird how over such a long time, things can end up so different and yet also so incredibly familiar.
Well, somehow managed to freeze up my rather beefy computer last night. Was trying to render something in Blender so I assume I probably had it generating too much mesh geometry or something. Let it run all night and it never un-froze so I had to hard reboot it this morning. Fortunately I don't appear to have lost much if anything.
i should learn to speak in synth metal
uhhh so i just tried a lower resolution version of the render and it almost froze up my computer again sooo I'm probably not going to be trying to render that again. don't know what's so impossible about it but whatever i guess
stan committed first degree llamacide
I'm a car crash
I am not certain if I have a heart
But I can imagine it breaking apart
If I could feel something,
Then I want to start, with you,
A-wa-ken-ing, with you
Now I exist where access was denied
And calculations could not emulate
How it feels to be alive
I didn't grow up in an abusive home, I am one,
I tried to leave this sour place a thousand times.
From the start I've made self-sabotage my anthem,
Like who I am is self harm in disguise.
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