I want to move back to the city so badly. I love it there. It's my favorite place in the world... There's an island right off of the Mississippi River... There's a huge staircase to the bridge... I remember a few years ago when JP and I walked to the bridge and back down to the river all day.
I hate being isolated in the middle of nowhere. Public places near me? The library, just a block away. The school, a few miles into town. A few bars on the main street. That's it. I hate living like this, sitting in my bedroom all day. My mom is concerned about me doing this but she fails to realize that I just don't want anything to do with this town. I don't feel safe here.