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I'm drinking my feelings.
Shot after shot.
Drink after drink.
Thought after thought.
And we're back again.
My head is buzzing.
My heart is pounding.
My body is dizzy.
And my feelings are showing.
They're showing every emotion I've suppressed throughout these months.
They're showing.
Millions of tears are escaping.
And I'm gone.
Gone from reality.
Into a better place.
Somewhere far away.
Away from everything.
Next to you.
Those visions don't last long.
There I go again.
Shot after shot.
Drink after drink.
Thought after thought.
And I'm crying.
Maybe it's to ease of this pain.
Or to rest.
I'm not sure why I cry anymore.
All I want to do is scream.
Scream and apologize.
Beg her to come back.
To tell her how sorry I am.
To explain to her what she means to me.
To tell her that I love her.
Just to see her one last time.
To hug her.
To talk to her.
Somewhere other than this reality.
But as these thoughts pop into my head, I become sober.
I drink more and more.
Loosing myself in my only friend.
Loosing myself, just to find me next to you.
An back again lost.
Drunk.
Emotionless.
And with more pain.
Dawn appearing.
My drink now gone.
Another day with even more pain.
Just waiting for night to fall.
For another drink.
For a chance to be close to you.
For another chance to ease of the pain with these drinks.
For another chance to loose myself in hopes to never come back.
I don't drink. Or have a drinking problem. This just popped into my mind.
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