Starting Fresh
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Thread Topic: Starting Fresh
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Hello, I'm Damask. I'm a 15-year-old girl and this is how my life has image out so far:
1. I've always gotten bad grades my whole life. Terrible grades. But I'm actually really smart. I used to be addicted to researching things. I would research science every night alone in my room.
2. Because of all the time I spent in my room and the fact that I didn't have any friends (I don't really like friends...plus they just get in the way of my research) because of this, I got stereotyped as depressed. By EVERYONE x(
3. And because of that, I actually became depressed. It really hurt me that people would think that of me.
4. I also got stereotyped as emo because I basically hated everything during that depression.
5. I always wondered "why didn't I enjoy activities that normal kids do?" But I realized that I didn't want to be normal.
6. I just wanted people to stop worrying about me. So I started coming out of my room and watching TV with my family downstairs instead. I got addicted to Disney channel---so much that I haven't done research since.
7. And through all that, I've been a Christian. And I've even going insane because of all the sickness and crap on this earth. That's what caused me to flip out on you guys.
8. Step two really made me look at people differently. I'm not very accepting if people who are different. Or of anyone at all. I'd like to go back to my research. I don't know why I haven't.
9. I guess the meaning of life is everything I've gone through and whatever has got me through it? And what has got me through it? You expect me to say God, don't you? No. What has got me through it was not caring and not handling mine or anyone else's emotions. Honestly it has. [There's more to my version of the meaning of life, but that's all I've got right now xD]
So, no, I haven't been beaten or abused. I've been cared for by people and that's what's hurt me. I run away from emotions and feelings because that stuff makes me want to vomit. All the sob stories and whatever else. I was never like this before people started to...to.....I don't even know what. To be in my life I guess. I don't know, I just don't even know. I knew before step two.
....so there's my sob story. If I was one of you guys, I'd be puking right now. So sorry. You don't have to comment or anything. -
Seems fair enough. I can relate to some of this, but I guess that everyone is different. Welcome to the GTQ family.
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Okay well based on that all I better day is hello..
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Hello, strange artist named Pancake here. What is up?
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._. I worry more. But anyways Welcome to GTQ.
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Thanks, guys. Ummm what up? :p
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Carri I love your profie pic. SO MUCH, It's SO cute. ewe
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Thank you, it's a shingeki of one of my favourite characters. xD
Not much, Damask, just drawing things. You? -
@Carri You welcome, I like it. ewe and Cool. the tiny nose looks puny and adorable. .w.
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Huhuhu, well
if you'd like one of your own, you can make one here -
COOL! Imma make one ewe
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Oh cool, so you made it? I don't know, I'm just tying to relate to what you guys are talking about xp
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YOU DO THAT!
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unfortunately, I did not make it, I ripped it from tumblr. >.>
But yeah no, we invaded your thread and stuff, what's up? -
XD I can't make on on iPhones can I?
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