Cried today..
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Thread Topic: Cried today..
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Well, at the very end of the day at least. When we were officially leaving.
We stayed after school with Mister because we knew it'd be the very last time we could do that. One by one some of my friends left, all of which were in tears when they'd come hug me and they just began sobbing when I told them all that I'd miss them so much.
I was with the "no tears" group with Dasha and Henry. I think most of you know my story that I left all of my family and young friends behind in Mexico back then, so this wasn't too new.
But then of course we had to leave. So everyone is hugging Mister and telling him bye and I'm just all the way in the back. Mister says "Are you leaving?" and I say that I am but I don't want to. But by then everyone's pushing me to leave with them so I'm kinda forced to hug him goodbye. So while he's hugging me he says something along the lines of "don't cry, you'll be able to visit me whenever you want and can".
So of course I start crying like a dumb--- in front of everyone and I'm just there blubbering like "mister i don't want to leave i'm going to miss you too much you mean too much for me".
He wasn't planning on leaving so soon from his room but he figured he might as well walk us over to the school's exit so he did leave and the whole time he kept telling me that if I didn't stop crying he'd start too.
I'm so sad right now.. I feel like a lost someone I could sincerely trust. Worse, this is the first time I understand completely what it feels like to lose someone who was like family to your and.. It's more horrible than what I've experienced at a younger age.
I can talk to him and all, and I can visit him, but it's not the same anymore.. Because like everyone else, he might forget about me. And that's the very thing I fear most, to have the person who impacted me most in two years forget about me.
Oh God I sound ridiculous I'm sorry. ;.;
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