i wanna leave this f---ing place
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Thread Topic: i wanna leave this f---ing place
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yeah well im just the f---ing invisible woman on this goddam site. and dont say you'll talk to me more and all that s--- cuz ive heard and i havent seen any of it. 9 times out of 10 is how many times im ignored. that is too dam much. i dont wanna give no one a chance if they're just gonna ignore me and act like im not here until i say something they dont like...im sick of these people and im sick of this site but i cant leave cuz this is the only way i can talk to xavier.
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Nuna, don't start this with me. I'm not trying to play the bad guy here. So some people don't answer you. I have to be lying? I said if we were closer I would. I mean that. If you want someone to talk to, you need only ask. I usually just stay in my threads.. If you want to talk, then I'll talk to you, as well.
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i hear that alot and it never happens so forgive me if i dont believe you
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I suppose I will forgive you.
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...ok
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Lovely. That aside, is there anything you'd like to talk about now, while I'm here?
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besides the fact that im miserable here when he isnt on....um....i think my mom is homeless with my sister taken away from her and i hope my paycheck is over 318 dollars on tuesday
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Um. ._. That's a lot to have on your mind. Please explain...? All of that?
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well my brother called my grandma kerchmyers house on mothers day to talk to my mom and she said that my mom hasnt been there in awhile and only to take showers if she does show up. and then my mom stopped talking to us and i think my sister now lives her dad cuz if my mom is homeless then my sister cant be with her. plus my mom had stopped going to her AA meetings for like 2 whole months. so i have no idea if she's still sober or not cuz she wont talk to me. and my paycheck goes for the 1825.87 dollars i owe for school (now 1425.87 cuz i sent them a check for 400 but i had to borrow 200 of it from my dad) so if my check is more than 318 dollars i dont have to ask my dad for money. and xavier is the only thing that makes me happy nowadays well him and wanting clothes. i like clothes but i can never find any that fit and i have no money cuz its all going for my bills
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.....Wow. I'm really sorry. Seems you have plenty of shit to deal with. I wish you luck with your paycheck.. But that's all I can do. .-. Do you have an email you could use to talk to him?
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no i dont..we talk on here....yeah thats not even all of it...im being made to go back to school, which i cant even afford...even more so than last year cuz my dad cost me a scholarship. and he wants me to get a new car which ill have to make car payments on and the job i have now will end in october cuz thats when the season ends for tourism -.-
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Dude. If he's making you do this shit, you need to tell him to back off. Your father shouldn't be pushing you into financial problems.
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he keeps saying "we'll figure it out" but there's no "we" in it. its just me and every time i say i cant afford it or i dont wanna go back i get "stop being so negative you're going back" but no one helps me. i cant about anything with anyone in my family without someone saying "stop whining" or "you're being negative" and then they use "we" and its just me figuring out everything.
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I don't know how to help with that... It's your life. You should be controlling it. Money isn't something you can just be positive about, throw away and hope you'll be fine if you stay optimistic. You have to be careful, and if you're straining in financial affairs, you shouldn't be pushing. They should know that. They'll ruin you if they're not careful.
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they dont care...they push me about everything but i have to do it on my own. im 19 and still dont have my license, why? cuz they wont let me drive the cars and they yell at me cuz i dont have a license. or a car! so their pushing me to do that, go to school and live my own apartment. i cant live and apartment and go to school cuz i wont have the money to do both and the dorms are almost 800 dollars a month...and with the time frame that i have to pay off those bills and earn more money for school by august is impossible
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