I'm tired..
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Thread Topic: I'm tired..
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Of hiding behind this smile.
I'm tired of waking up at 4 in the morning and not sleeping again until 12 a.m because of my mother's ass of a workplace and my own stress. I don't want to keep on waking up during various points in that short amount of time.
I'm tired of feeling lower than other people that I know. I don't like being considered a minority, or to be treated like someone who is stupid. I hate being compared.
I'm tired of being alone and of missing the people I lost. I want someone to hug me and try to make me feel better.
I am tired of losing everything I hold sacred to myself. Those are the few things that still give me the will to move on.
I'm tired of everyone saying I'll never have the skills to pursue my dream career. I want to feel like I can do it.
I'm tired of knowing that the only person I can trust now is my damned music teacher who I don't even see that much throughout the day. I want to have friends who won't blab about everything I say to them.
I want to stop having to talk to myself or to my creations. I want someone to love me and I want to have this pain away. I feel very, very scared and hopeless in this world now.
And in the end.. I guess I'm just tired of this life in general. -
You are one of the funniest most creative people I'm blessed enough to be friends with. And I hate that all this horrible and stupid stuff has happened to such a wonderful person. I wish I could be there for you, and be your friend and talk to you. Someday I'll meet up with you and I'll try my best to cheer you up, because I hate seeing glorious people like yourself get treated so horribly.
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Aw Alice :( youre the best, youre a great person and a great friend, I hope things get better, actually I know they will, youre amazing and you can do anything you want with your life, dont let anyone tell you otherwise. I hope you meet some nice friends in person soon, but dontt forget you always have some gtq people who care about you immensely
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