You wanna know what I hate most about myself?
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Thread Topic: You wanna know what I hate most about myself?
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But the thing I hate the most, is that no matter how hard I try to make everyone around me happy, I can't take away their problems and sadness and everything else. It's another one of the reason why I view myself as stupid. Sometimes I just wonder why I can't take away everybody else's problems. Even if I had to endure the problems myself, I would do it, if it guaranteed someone else's happiness. Because the way I view it, I don't deserve happiness the way everybody else does. I'm not worthy of a happy ending or anything like that, but so many other people are. And they have all these problems that keep them from their happiness, and I can't stand it.
I suppose saying things like this are why I'm getting tested for depression. But honestly, I've felt like this for so long, it's become normal. I cry myself to sleep every night. Let's just hope this spring break doesn't go the way the last one did. Maybe I'll actually get the courage to erase my horrible existence from this world. -
You people don't even care.
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i do and its ok no one can do that *gives hug*
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