a letter.
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Thread Topic: a letter.
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dear
friend,
i really did respect you. your decision, it was a hard one and weighed heavily. but then i stopped, entirely. everything was an opportunity to make me suffer. everyone was a new way to blackmail me. i thought if i hated myself enough, nothing you'd do would affect me. i predicted so much of what happened, but that didnt make it any better. if you prepare for the worst, you're never disappointed. but its so much more likely to happen. i didn't want us to fight and reconciliation wasn't possible. i only wanted to split ways, and yet even now you seem to want the opposite while punishing me for it.
all you've done since is punish me. the memory i have of you is what i hold onto. someone loving and caring and compassionate and spontaneous. however you now, you're spiteful and angry and vengeful. no matter how i seem to respond, it's the same reaction from you. even from not responding.
my grandfather and my mother raised me to be kind and understanding, to be the best i could be to others. this is why i consider you still a friend. i would rather think of you as that, than as an evil witch. its just healthier. i was a c---, but i understand now what they mean. for you, i accept what happened. i miss what was once, and i grieve for the loss. to protect myself, i'm spiteful and angry and absolutely evil sometimes. to everyone. i have found love and i have lost some of my closest friends. i can move on, i've realized that. i don't think you can, at least not soon. it takes time.
so, in the words from a past life, we agreed to give each other space. give me mine. no arguments. no pointless gossip. no exaggerating or villafying. as much bad had happened, i still have enough respect to leave you be. i simply ask that you have that same amount of respect for me. move on. they said two years, right? focus on that. keep it going and stay happy. i wish you the best of luck.
sincerely,
a friend -
I don’t know what happened between you and your friend but I hope you get through it. Wether that means you aren’t friends anymore or you find a way to still be friends
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