My Venting Thread
Thread Topic: My Venting Thread
Haha, sure I am *sarcasm*
How does one get over the feeling that they've just ruined everything?
Answer: Well, if they did ruin everything, then they can't get rid of that guilt. that haunting.
I know I can't.
I've actually been hitting myself.
It hurt, but at least it distracted from those feelings of ruin.
I wonder if it will ever end
Or if all the attempts to make it end will fail, and it'll just drag on forever, everything left unsaid
Damn, this is why I don't take any risks!
It's why I stay inside my room!
It's why I just focus on my creative skills and not my people skills.
Because taking risks like that always fail...
And make you feel like an idiot
I already feel like everything's over now
Because I've messed up so badly
Because I'm stupid
And it hurts
Most of the time I'm away from reality
Staying in my head is safer than vulnerability
I know I shouldn't let my head always get the best of me
But I messed up and that will always linger over me
But it's over now
And I'm gonna have to live with that
My hope has drowned
So I'll just live without it
If I can
But I'll try to
Because I messed up and that will always linger over me
Emowoman JuniorNot true!
Hey, what's wrong? We all mess up and make mistakes.
Welp, I wouldn't say that I made a mistake(when talking about this), I would just no way that I can help. It's inevitable, unfortunately, no matter how hard I try to make it not.
You've done your best, Cinna, don't feel guilty for that.
Yeah...it's hard for me to not feel like that though
I know, it's hard. But you can do it ❤
<3 thanks Spice
ShadowClawVIP ExperiencedAre you ok?
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