I hope you people don't mind but
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Thread Topic: I hope you people don't mind but
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Okay-TBH, I can't stand living anymore. The only reason I'm here is because it would really hurt the people I love. I've tried running away but, that back fired. I even climbed a tree in my backyard and "accidently" fell out. That didn't work either. Whenever I try telling someone, it always comes out in mumbles and tears. Nothing's wrong with my family, nothing's wrong with my friends, nothing's really wrong with my life. Aside from me that is. I'm as messed up as the average kid gets. When I was three, I'd play with my moms steak knifes and stabbed chunks of wood (because I loved stuffed animals). And then, one night I totally lost it and started taking a nail filer, sharpened my nails (as in knife sharp) and started putting scars down my arms. No one was home. I had to have my arms wrapped in cloth for 7 hours. I've had dreams about killing people. And I liked it. Wtf? There has to be something mentally wrong with me. I also woke up one night (aka 2 am in the morning) with my favorite clothes on and a small bag on a highway. I even wrote on my hand,"Whatever you do-Don't go back." But I didn't listen to myself and went back anyway. The only person I really really care about the most right now, is someone I know from the internet. Yes...The internet. Because he doesn't friggin care how mentally insane I am-He still loves me. But yet, I already have a boyfriend. FML. I don't know what else there is to say aside from "Hello there, I'm mentally insane but, I still act all normal and drive myself crazy! How are you today fine sir?" .-. I really suck.
Btw, last night I was on google maps looking for somewhere to run off to. ;-; I need help. -
ClIcK tHiS, iT's A mIrAcLe
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XD That made me laugh. Thanks.
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XD That made me laugh. Thanks.
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^I hate double post...
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Finding Nemo is also a good movie to watch, if you can find it. Pun completely and totally intended.
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