My own thread.
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Thread Topic: My own thread.
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Right now, this is the only place I can get my feelings out without being shunned for it.
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He has asked me out, but the truth is I don't really like him anymore. I don't know what to do, I feel so lost. I still have feelings for Brandon. But he's moved on and got a whole bunch of new female friends. He doesn't need me. If I break up with my boyfriend, who will I be?
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I Knew You Were Trouble by Taylor Swift describes exactly what me and Brandon were and are now. I really want him back. And why did he change his hairstyle? I liked his old Bieber flick. Now it's spiky, but it's okay. He doesn't like me anymore. That's okay. We don't even talk anymore. Whenever I'm online Facebook, he goes off, and when I'm off, he goes on. That really... makes me... not feel very good.
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I want to break up with T. But I don't want to hurt him. I can't. I'm too soft on stuff like this. He needs to break up with me first. But he's never gonna do that. He says he likes me because of my personality, and he likes Naya for her appearance. So I have a boyfriend who likes some other girl who doesn't like him back. *sigh*. He's funny, witty and charming but I don't want to be in a relationship with him. I want Brandon but he doesn't like me anymore.
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So, I've made a decision that I will dump T in the middle of summer. I'll just tell him that I don't want a long-distance relationship since we're going into different high schools next year. Then I'll be free and guilt and shame won't get stuck inside of them.
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*sigh* Life can be so confusing sometimes.
In the meanwhile, I still need to work on PL. I'm up to Chapter 10 and I need to write the scene where Colin whispers to Blaine to "tell the truth" that she has nowhere to go. So then that takes her and Brittany to Blake's house, both of them like him and yeah. I better get working on that by noon. -
I'm going downstairs to get a drink of water now. Then at half past eleven, I will continue Chapter 10 from where I left off yesterday.
Wish me luck, haha. -
I'm going to start writing now. I'm going to bookmark this thread and come back whenever I need to rage or just post stuff randomly.
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Chapter 10 has officially went through 4000 words So happy. But I still need to write on. The scene hasn't finished. Blaine and Brittany needs to meet Blake's dad.
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I'm taking a break from writing for this afternoon because I am tired. So... thinking time?
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I thought it would be forever... I guess I'm wrong.
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Why does everyone I like either a) Don't like me back after a while even though I thought they still liked me or b) Turn out to be complete jerks that I stop liking them, but they continue liking me?
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Anyway, I'm going to try and forget about Brandon, disown my relationship with T until summer comes, and right before seventh grade, I will break up with him over Facebook. And then, I will continue writing PL. Editing is my weakest spot apparently.
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Sounds like a plan. Do I need a f---ing pat on the back for that.
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I'm tired now. I'm going to jump back in bed and play on my iPod.
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