Harmony's Hideout
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Thread Topic: Harmony's Hideout
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Unable to feel my emotions and express them.
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Is this my fate?
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I am overwhelmed and out of touch with my emotions. Any emotions I begin to feel and identify are met with anger and I push them away.
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I fear tonight will be a long night.
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I dig myself a grave just to stay alive.
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Blood runs black.
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I will try to sleep when my mind deems me worthy of sleep.
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For now, it demands I suffer. No matter what I do to change its mind, nothing seems to work.
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This reminds me of when I was in physical pain all those nights ago before I got my wisdom teeth removed. Nights were always the hardest. I was living off medication just to remain somewhat sane. How it hurt. I cried in the middle of the night. I was angry when I couldn't sleep. I wanted to scream, the pain hurt so much. Imagine the feeling, but as an emotional pain.
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I survived several nights of this indescribable pain. So could I survive one night of this emotional torment?
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I just want to start feeling better.
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I might need more.
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Never mind. I don't feel like going downstairs.
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Today isn't the best day, but I'm doing my best.
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Now I have to worry about school. I'm just trying to manage not having my meds and now I have to worry about school.
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