The Abyss
- Locked by Mused Jade on Apr 8, '24 12:58pmReason: Owner's Request
Thread Topic: The Abyss
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      I wonder how the heck that happened xD
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      Primary school leadership positions are just popularity contests, I swear. If my sister does not get Grade 6 School Captain because she's unpopular and takes after her big sibling in the nerdy district I will... Well, I can't really do anything except help her with her speech because I'm in high school xD
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      Yes, sometimes I don't have my sister
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 Sometimes lmao
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      hate* oop xD
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      Might need to do 20 minutes of medication instead of 10 tonight
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      MEDITATION*
 Jeez autocorrect, wth is wrong with you
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      CHEESE MANIAC NewbieHow bout you check shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions or whatever it's called then you'll see what I'm really going through.
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      No ty, I'd rather not :)
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      CHEESE MANIAC NewbieThen I'll show you because I'm not a troll I'm just... broken.
 
 
 Feel how you feel about me, you don't know all my medications, 12 f---ING MEDS TO TAKE IN THE MORNING 4 AT NIGHT! You don't know that I've never had a real family once in my life, you don't know how I was abandoned and hurt and abused mentally,physically, and others. You don't know the amount of anti-depressents I have to take. You don't know I've spent two years in the physc ward in constant fear. You don't know how many months I was on the run from an abusive foster father. You don't know I am diagnosed with Anxiety disorder and ADHD and Anger Issues and ADD and others. You don't know how bad I want to kill myself... but I don't the only reason I keep living right now is to get up, put that fake smile on, and help the only person who I will ever care about. So yes I'm apparently imperfect and a troll but I don't care. I feel like I'm finally breaking I'm a fragile thing, and you know what yes everyone ZERONIGHTSHADE UPSET ME ARE YOU HAPPY OR DO I HAVE TO USE A LARGER FONT TO EXPRESS MY SCREAMS! It's fine if nothing will excuse my outbursts but why don't I just end my horrid life right now it's not like anyone's going to remember me in 100 years. there's a way I can go that would please me I would love to jump off a bridge, at least the last thing I would feel is the wonderful air rushing against my face. I think I'm finally broken, I need help I have severe mental issues somebody anybody please... my therapist says I'm messed up in the head I guess I am maybe I'll be a crazy physco who escapes from the asylum one day.
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      "I'll show you because I'm not a troll"
 *spam posts*
 *trolling intensifies*
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      ^ So true tho
 
 Cheese Maniac, if you dislike me as much as you imply you do feel free to stay out of my threads. The fact you're mad I don't know your life story is irritating. I'd rather not interact with you anymore to avoid continuing this as I have no care for such an arguement, if you wish to continue this you can take it up with the mods.
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      CHEESE MANIAC NewbieCool I hope you drown in your own saliva when you sleep tonight. And I'll jump off a bridge so you have a neighbor in hell since according to ya'll thats where i'm going.
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      You mentioned you were a Christian, right? Well, so am I. The Bible says to love your neighbor. Do you really think Jesus would scream at people and tell them to die? You're lookin like a real Pharisee bud
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      I mean, your words, not ours. But, pretty sure we wouldn't be joining you. 😂
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      Dw, if Jesus is real I'm going down there too lmao. I do drool quite a bit in my sleep, but I'd not rather die such an ironic death xD
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