inane ramblings from a weird girl
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Thread Topic: inane ramblings from a weird girl
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Heh. 123 oclock
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My chest hurts. Cough bad
Can only coyghs -
Coughing so much, chest hurts. I dont like this
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are you okay
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Nah
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I have to clean.
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The changing weather is so awful to me. I can't breathe.
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Fade.
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I always leave new servers when I get ignored. I never feel like I fit in to new servers. Am I boring? Am I the problem? Why do I never fit in?
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I deleted all my posts there and left and im so ashamed myself
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I never fit into that scene anyway, was always an outcast there. I was dumb to think things would be different 10 years later. My social standing there ended after I made my first thread. Emo communities are the worst.
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I know that if the ravens could speak
They would speak curses to you
But who are you?
A beguiling force, a monster found deep in my heart?
Murmurs of love that I direct to myself have been quietly snuffed
No more, no fanning the flames
My wings had formed from joy, but now they lay broken
I am sickly
I sit and ponder, fall into myself
And I wonder, why, why is it
That the world spins for others but not for me?
The monster never changes
She flails, she wails
But she sits there, the same as she always has
A bird sits in solidarity with her; so begins the cawing
She begins her clawing
And she finds herself sitting in shreds of heart that lay scattered like discarded trash
How many more people must burn, how many more ties will be severed
Before the monster will change? -
Getting food even tho i dont think i deserve it
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Excuse me, who are you?
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