I want to off myself so bad, it's never gonna get better, I don't know what to do. i lost everything then I lost more and im still losing. Everything I've put interest in and all of my ways to cope are gone. I'll never be able to drive my grandpas car because of a bunch of b----es in my family. Ill never be able to inherit anything because ive planned for so long on being gone way before I even graduate.
